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Escape Road Part55 Junchansan chapter Revenge 23

Mat’s mind was wandering around the fact that General Shocker was so wise and intellectual then he’d gotten a win at bits so many times, however, why did he engage in so dirty business, coz it was caused from that he suffered from his beloved one’s egoistical stolen fact with after it her death of conspiratorial murder by the US. boss Tom Davidson, of course he was never revenged by him who was dead of senility, but Shocker was murdering his lover’s father with the gun which was available when he was graduate school student, with a big help of school friend as Japanese the same generation’s one of which the gun was available from Yakuza organization in Japan.
Tom Davidson was the representative of Florida syndicate with so familiar with Cuban underground organization, then now his son, Eddie was in power. He neglected the life of young woman who was married with him for short period, according to the unwritten law of Jewish syndicate.


At the floor after saying goodbye to Pat and getting out of his room and greeted to Paul Selvidge, he and Paul was forcibly and incidentally concentrated to the news report program of national broadcasting company with set TV at the waiting floor for visitors.
That announcer was proclaiming the murder case at the new afternoon, it was about the Eddie Davidson, he was found dead at the pool of his deluxe residence at suburban area of Miami city, and additionally that missing smuggler Captain was found dead at another place, who embarked Mat and Mrs. Superintendent in runaway and transported them who was handed over from him with passports to each other to Puerto-Rico. Eddie’s corpse was found at the pool next of his office with one shot with his head, his lawyer found him dead at the attendance of his office, before the day he found Eddie’s body, Eddie said to him that he would continue his left office work at the finishing time, that was so rare to the lawyer, but sometimes that thing must be present, then he soon said to him a goodbye and went home.
And next morning, he found Eddie’s body dead when he arrived at his office in the same place with Eddie’s desk sitting there, that desk was blotted with so many blood and he looked at the pool side, there was his corpse lying on his back beside the grass door of his office in front of his pool, coz he was with gunshot wound at his head near temple, but it was never suicide, coz the gun was never found around there, probably he was shot at the sitting chair state with his desk and after confirmed dead, his corpse was conveyed by anyone who killed him, also his corpse pose never left any evidence to commit a suicide.
And smuggler Captain was found dead at the bathroom of a hotel in Miami, it evidenced that he stayed at that city when he was killed, and two men’s photo portraits was shown to the news show.
With announcement from the TV monitor of that floor, then Paul was talking to Mat near going out from that St. Paul’s Garden,
“That must be conspired by General Shocker, so absolutely, how will you move with that fact?”
With that question, Mat deliberating a little showing annoyed expression to Paul, just saying,
“All we have to fulfill is just the revenge to General Shocker, our prospect to the future had nothing but it, that incident bouncing us back having rigid mind only to revenge him, it would be only the immovable actuated mind together with our members, but the life of General Shocker was the complete my mission never leaving anyone but me.”
Mat actually had made up his mind to kill him by himself but did never say to anyone, however, anybody was perhaps assured of Mat’s mind, for example that time saying to Paul was one example, coz revenge was nothing but killing him.



Mat was at his office next day morning, with Olivia Dickinson with her device subtitled in images of recorded animation with her idea, at whole night finished by her. That device was so unique even Jesse was never having, his device was only artificial voice crossing, for correcting the murkily utterance parts never so easy to listen to, with sensing function to make any voice’s pronunciation so obvious to listen to with lip reading analysis, but that impression was never so natural to anybody who listened to his speech, but Olivia’s it was so nice to read any communicating words with her adding subtitle in English from any languages.
She spoke many languages as if Freddie was capable to do so, that meeting was with Olivia, Freddie and undercover acting ones with Jesse, George and temporarily participating Lily’s younger sister, Leticia Tomson only sixteen years old, with gifted mission by Mat coz her ardent demand to join with herself for revenging help needing herself to be adopted to Mat’s company’s intention by herself, then Mat for safeguarding her life, he ordered her to watch outside of that bar lounge at the time after evening glow and watch the that bar’s visiting ones in checking and inform to any earphone worn by Jesse and George.
The car Leticia was standing by was heavily guarded with bullets proof grasses with an effect of mirror perfectly shielded never seen to inside and bullets proof body all around. But its car was normal van, then anybody could never be so interested in, Mat had set so.


Olivia called everybody in Mat’s office, started her talk with explication to any recorded samples done by Jesse, George.
(to be continued)

I Loved Your Whole Body, Only It was True Mind of You

Europe, America, any countries had had poetries only with formal beautiful expressional words pretentiously.
Even love affair or feeling to need it in poetries.


But really to any happier lovers to love each other was in the emotion to love partner’s body with bottom of their heart.
Only at these, each one can have an ease and calmness, being composed, probably.


But, rerigious lesson or modesty is anytime needed to be a man and woman, with behavior and action, thus true minded utterance is apt to be prohibited in society.
Then, let’s say that so honestly like this.


I was loving any parts of your body from the head top to toe bottom, anything was my favor.


To only your body, I was be able to feel so confortably eased and take a recess.


Thereby, if the one was experiencing any kinds of not so good feeling and survives, thas body has to have so itchy craving so like being in hell, that emotion must never be understood, to that one comparatively happier than that one.


Then, let’ s say, again.


As if I was fallen into be feeling as the hell makes me suffer from, your body is the thing I cannot help but seduced to after parting you, with your pretty lips with tight squeeze, beautifully flat cheeks, mildly softened your neck and nape, squeezed legs and waists, and your maginifcient healing your fountain, all those things I love so much.
Only with it actually or even after parting to you, only with reminiscence I could go so easily.


Your bodily everything showed your mind to me, so enough.
Thus, just only with you who was teaching me the hell if you are absent from my location and my spot, I could have been happier than the one who could never be known to it in any lifetime, I could say so either, probably the hundred thousand of times more so.


Love is that kind of thing to human, actually.


Thus, you are the person who can tell me, with a lesson, that so wonderful meant meeting to the one person was so never often, in lifetime.


Thus, after for your life, my presence would be so further, but you must had been so happier than the past, I have no way to wish to be so, it’s so honest feeling to me now.
You must meet the one who would be so precious to you, and it is so necessary to just you as your life itself, I think so, either. My now happiness is nothing but its reality to me.


If I was in the same condition, as if you are now, at least once I would have that kind of chance as if I met you, when I was young.
But of course, that rare chance must be the one if it could be so maximum to me, so necessarily, it is the meeting to someone, I can predict so.


Its chance to meet someone must be dependent on how long time I would be left by the destined matter, as the quality or character each one has, so flexibly changeable to any cases.
Life is kind of that thing, so unexpectedly to anyone.


I everyday thank you so much.
Your mind as it is just your body, and you devoted me at that time, I would hope to show the thank to you, so honestly.


I loved your body wholly.
Just only with its absolute fact nobody would never change, I must survive also from now on, with any impatient things as overcome to me, no matter what assaults me in my future moment, I also can think so, either.


(Feb. 9th. 2019)

Escape Road Part 54 Junchansan chapter Revenge 22

Mat was on mind so persuaded with Paul’s story about General Shocker’s underground facility’s knowledge showed him that Larry Hilton’s offering intelligence that actual underground facility with casino was Shocker’s strategy, namely he intended to take advantage of many casino managing secretly he ordered to set underground, drag misuser’s trap and according to Paul’s story, Shocker was using the casinos also for temporary VIPs’ invitation to make them play in so short off time with busily scheduled ones’ instant need to have fun, that old man’s cleverness was surely so tactful, but it had no true reason, Mat thought so either, but simultaneously he thought that he was never the exception.


Mat met Pat Baxter, he was never so easy to speak fluently, coz he was damaged brain nerve with misuse forcibly tempted to drink or take the drags of course he unnoticedly these consumptions were done as being easy mark for their conspiracy, he used to take conversation with anyone using machine reading letters with eyes in exchanging the voice, sound, he with the appearance of Pat, remembered the Wong’s device utilizing Jesse’s re-device of narration of machine’s artificial sound, but it was so unnatural to listeners with particular sound only machines cannot help but uttering.
He ordered other members of the one who participated in the spot of portside bar lounge with seven VIPs yesterday for never making anyone have a suspicious impression, the same mission Mat, Freddie, Olivia did was left to Jesse who did mainly yesterday’ explication of recorded conversation, and younger generation man than Jesse who was thirty or so, Haitian, George whose name was French name but anybody in Mat’s office members called him with English pronunciation, he was raised with richer family and he spoke English and French whose tutor was French millionaire’s son who was university student, that tutor’s father was firm company’s owner, his family had been so with successors in the same pedigree since the colonial epochs.
That day’s record was scheduled to be shown to anybody in Mat’s office’s members with the guidance by Olivia at tomorrow, it must take several hours to be prepared.


For Mat, only eleven days had been left, but the same day Lily was dead was never suitable for the one who was revenged by him, then eventually Mat only had ten days left, then in ten days he must find out General Shocker and kill him.


Then Mat met Pat, after the conversation with Paul, when he entered into the hospital room with Paul’s guide, he met accidentally Ann either, she was informing Mat that capriciously she wanted to look after that day her older brother, Mat informed only Paul and Pat that he would visit there, but he did never do her.
Ann was greeting to Mat so modestly, and Mat responded her greeting and she soon
“You are here to interview my brother, then I have to go, please take care of my brother also from now on, thank you very much for doing anything about him.”
She left these words and went out from his room.
Mat asked Pat on the bed, he raised only his upper body at right angles and said to him
“Nice to meet you, I had told many things about you from my sister.”
Mat replied him saying, “Nice to meet you too, thank you for your modesty, then now I want to ask several things, how are you today?”
Pat answered to Mat, saying,
“Never so bad nor good neither, but alright, but I can keep so long interview with true voice, then please take it only in summary.”
He was stolen his right kidney and left lever, additionally, he was made of misuse or so many kinds of drags, then sometimes he suffered from withdrawal syndrome, then he was apt to be disabled to speak for a long moments with some brain damages, then he after he was aware of his fatigue by himself, used the machine with reading letters and exchanging the artificial utterance voice.
“Then, do you remember some impressive character you were taken to the casino as the area atmosphere or so, anything you watched and observed at that time,
Mat asked Pat, he honestly responded, saying,
“We got win at the basket championship at the US. and return this country and welcomed so many media reporter with TV broadcasting companies and I received so many interview and one of them were the syndicate men probably they bought the one who was sure things to do with that syndicate disguising the true TV clue, and after expiration of all interviews, one interviewer was inviting me to drink first, I was entirely so tired at that time, I was accepting their invitation so easily, that was my so serious false in my life, but I trust them and was gotten to be a bar and after drinking so much with their welcoming and tempter do go to casino, and I did several times with dice shaking a dice.”
Listening to his confession, Mat asked him so precisely to that part, saying,
“What was the impression of that casino and that area’s atmosphere? so I mean environment around the facility and geographical image, you took at that time.”
To that asking of Mat to him, Pat replied soon, saying,
“That building was around the outskirt of Capitol city, they introduced me that playing ground was only for welcoming the successful person, coz we were triumphally returning home, then I trusted them.”
Mat additionally for being ascertained to the must to ask him, questioned, saying,
“Were you the sole one who was invited and tempted by them?!
To that question, Pat soon answered,
“No one more my team member was done like me, and he also was taken to that place, but he won the first game and said to them that he must return his home for his wife’s birthday, then they accepted his leaving before that invitation game was over, but I was left there alone surrounded by the one who tempted me to that place and his colleagues about four members around him.”
Toward his confession, Mat also asked again,
“How was your honest impression about that casino?”
Pat replied to Mat, saying,
“That building was so invisible coz that location was so near the communication base as the suburban area of the Capitol, then I was taken to the dark path from the entrance door to underground gradually, and after getting the destination as casino, that inner decoration was superiorly so nice and gorgeous.”
That his impression talking soon evoked Mat that his confined silo next facility with his temporarily invited dinner from General Shocker and his obscene sexual feast with Mrs. Elegance, necessarily also the underground path he was wandering about and saw everything at the Christmas last year, either, he had a sure impression with his talk that that facility he mentioned was as if the career of General Shocker’s drilling engineering when he was young before he came up to the underworld with a trigger murder to his lover’s dad, and his excavation knowledge was utilized so surely, he thought so. Adding also he imagined that General Shocker was conspiring to build his casino so untouchable area as the base concern facilities, and ordinarily base estate was flamed all rim parts with nothing build and nothing of forests or so, coz the watch system for blocking any trespassers beyond the fence with the barbed wires ( the word fence was evoking Mat the US president in power expressed switching from his wall.) a watch system censorship device and sensing signal with warning, then if smart General Shocker intended to build secret underground casino( that was first heard from Larry Hilton, Mat soon thought so.) around the communication base estate rim parts, that was so necessary and he thought that General must had done so at that moment in front of Pat.


For the present, Mat only had left ten days until her lover’s anniversary day of her death, thus he had to find out the presence of revenging target, General Shocker in nine days and in ten days, he must kill him, so quite completely.
And on his mind, he looked forward to watching the recorded images shot by undercovering role Jesse, George and this time devise with Olivia coz her absence of the recording.
(to be continued)


(Feb. 9th. 2019)