Mat was on mind so persuaded with Paul’s story about General Shocker’s underground facility’s knowledge showed him that Larry Hilton’s offering intelligence that actual underground facility with casino was Shocker’s strategy, namely he intended to take advantage of many casino managing secretly he ordered to set underground, drag misuser’s trap and according to Paul’s story, Shocker was using the casinos also for temporary VIPs’ invitation to make them play in so short off time with busily scheduled ones’ instant need to have fun, that old man’s cleverness was surely so tactful, but it had no true reason, Mat thought so either, but simultaneously he thought that he was never the exception.

Mat met Pat Baxter, he was never so easy to speak fluently, coz he was damaged brain nerve with misuse forcibly tempted to drink or take the drags of course he unnoticedly these consumptions were done as being easy mark for their conspiracy, he used to take conversation with anyone using machine reading letters with eyes in exchanging the voice, sound, he with the appearance of Pat, remembered the Wong’s device utilizing Jesse’s re-device of narration of machine’s artificial sound, but it was so unnatural to listeners with particular sound only machines cannot help but uttering.
He ordered other members of the one who participated in the spot of portside bar lounge with seven VIPs yesterday for never making anyone have a suspicious impression, the same mission Mat, Freddie, Olivia did was left to Jesse who did mainly yesterday’ explication of recorded conversation, and younger generation man than Jesse who was thirty or so, Haitian, George whose name was French name but anybody in Mat’s office members called him with English pronunciation, he was raised with richer family and he spoke English and French whose tutor was French millionaire’s son who was university student, that tutor’s father was firm company’s owner, his family had been so with successors in the same pedigree since the colonial epochs.
That day’s record was scheduled to be shown to anybody in Mat’s office’s members with the guidance by Olivia at tomorrow, it must take several hours to be prepared.

For Mat, only eleven days had been left, but the same day Lily was dead was never suitable for the one who was revenged by him, then eventually Mat only had ten days left, then in ten days he must find out General Shocker and kill him.

Then Mat met Pat, after the conversation with Paul, when he entered into the hospital room with Paul’s guide, he met accidentally Ann either, she was informing Mat that capriciously she wanted to look after that day her older brother, Mat informed only Paul and Pat that he would visit there, but he did never do her.
Ann was greeting to Mat so modestly, and Mat responded her greeting and she soon
“You are here to interview my brother, then I have to go, please take care of my brother also from now on, thank you very much for doing anything about him.”
She left these words and went out from his room.
Mat asked Pat on the bed, he raised only his upper body at right angles and said to him
“Nice to meet you, I had told many things about you from my sister.”
Mat replied him saying, “Nice to meet you too, thank you for your modesty, then now I want to ask several things, how are you today?”
Pat answered to Mat, saying,
“Never so bad nor good neither, but alright, but I can keep so long interview with true voice, then please take it only in summary.”
He was stolen his right kidney and left lever, additionally, he was made of misuse or so many kinds of drags, then sometimes he suffered from withdrawal syndrome, then he was apt to be disabled to speak for a long moments with some brain damages, then he after he was aware of his fatigue by himself, used the machine with reading letters and exchanging the artificial utterance voice.
“Then, do you remember some impressive character you were taken to the casino as the area atmosphere or so, anything you watched and observed at that time,
Mat asked Pat, he honestly responded, saying,
“We got win at the basket championship at the US. and return this country and welcomed so many media reporter with TV broadcasting companies and I received so many interview and one of them were the syndicate men probably they bought the one who was sure things to do with that syndicate disguising the true TV clue, and after expiration of all interviews, one interviewer was inviting me to drink first, I was entirely so tired at that time, I was accepting their invitation so easily, that was my so serious false in my life, but I trust them and was gotten to be a bar and after drinking so much with their welcoming and tempter do go to casino, and I did several times with dice shaking a dice.”
Listening to his confession, Mat asked him so precisely to that part, saying,
“What was the impression of that casino and that area’s atmosphere? so I mean environment around the facility and geographical image, you took at that time.”
To that asking of Mat to him, Pat replied soon, saying,
“That building was around the outskirt of Capitol city, they introduced me that playing ground was only for welcoming the successful person, coz we were triumphally returning home, then I trusted them.”
Mat additionally for being ascertained to the must to ask him, questioned, saying,
“Were you the sole one who was invited and tempted by them?!
To that question, Pat soon answered,
“No one more my team member was done like me, and he also was taken to that place, but he won the first game and said to them that he must return his home for his wife’s birthday, then they accepted his leaving before that invitation game was over, but I was left there alone surrounded by the one who tempted me to that place and his colleagues about four members around him.”
Toward his confession, Mat also asked again,
“How was your honest impression about that casino?”
Pat replied to Mat, saying,
“That building was so invisible coz that location was so near the communication base as the suburban area of the Capitol, then I was taken to the dark path from the entrance door to underground gradually, and after getting the destination as casino, that inner decoration was superiorly so nice and gorgeous.”
That his impression talking soon evoked Mat that his confined silo next facility with his temporarily invited dinner from General Shocker and his obscene sexual feast with Mrs. Elegance, necessarily also the underground path he was wandering about and saw everything at the Christmas last year, either, he had a sure impression with his talk that that facility he mentioned was as if the career of General Shocker’s drilling engineering when he was young before he came up to the underworld with a trigger murder to his lover’s dad, and his excavation knowledge was utilized so surely, he thought so. Adding also he imagined that General Shocker was conspiring to build his casino so untouchable area as the base concern facilities, and ordinarily base estate was flamed all rim parts with nothing build and nothing of forests or so, coz the watch system for blocking any trespassers beyond the fence with the barbed wires ( the word fence was evoking Mat the US president in power expressed switching from his wall.) a watch system censorship device and sensing signal with warning, then if smart General Shocker intended to build secret underground casino( that was first heard from Larry Hilton, Mat soon thought so.) around the communication base estate rim parts, that was so necessary and he thought that General must had done so at that moment in front of Pat.

For the present, Mat only had left ten days until her lover’s anniversary day of her death, thus he had to find out the presence of revenging target, General Shocker in nine days and in ten days, he must kill him, so quite completely.
And on his mind, he looked forward to watching the recorded images shot by undercovering role Jesse, George and this time devise with Olivia coz her absence of the recording.
(to be continued)

(Feb. 9th. 2019)

Pelter after long time cease is so fresh, but made mire makes us embarrassed at walking.

Winter often changed it to snow.
Winter makes us restart newly revised idea changed with worn it.
But it must be directed to spring as a chance to restart everything.

If I did never meet you at that time, how would I spend my days in my life?
As soon as we met mutually after five menutes meeting first, we were loving together at that city.
Love is kind of the thing, you know.

Chilly days make me reluctant to go out recently from warmer room than the outside, but if you were beside me, we together would go out from our residence.

However, sometimes go out from your residence, so somebody would tell you from somewhere.

Unexpectedly, acute idea often pops up at the spot rather you meet just at the sisuation disclosed to chilly air with your skin.

Hidden hot sun calls our mind to prepare us to welcome sunny sunshine invited by the spring.

A state as if we’re sinkng to the bottom of sea, we sometimes dare to need undiscovered something, just with it, we could recover acutuated truth on mind.

Don’t forget it, in toyed by busy life.
Sometimes take notice of it, consciously.

Going outside from our own space makes us surely refreshed at recovered mind, but if we were absent from our true introspective idea ripe moment with gathered unformed ideas, we could never acquire any better revisioned discovery.

Out is made of in.
In is made of out.
Circulation, repetition, in turn may have been born in something to us.

Acuity, acumen, insight, penetration, intuitive imagination, all those items are just miraculous product which we could never get only in targeting it, but we could get only in being careful the reality never overstepping than necessity, but calmly aiming at neutral mind.

You are just the chance to go over every worn habit, custom, convention.
Thus, a gust or chilliness in windy air or snowing spot to your skin are the chance to know everything you can need, and you can create!

Wish you’re the best choice and effort to get your love and happy life together!

(Feb. 5, 6. 2019)

Whisper made by sea sound and wave is always with storny shore smell, and sea gulls’ chirp.
There’s no chance to be heard only sound.

There must be present only sea can carry.
Sound, smell, air, but all those things are never present here.
I’ve been for a long time where the sea is further from here.

But just coz of it, the memory of what I ever felt near the sea could be evoked so easily
Just because there is usually never near the shore of sea, the memory easily evoked is preserved on my mind.

The sound which sea carries includes the sound made by sea itself but simultaneously voices talked, whispered, mumbled, shighed all voiced them are crossed together beyond the sea ocean.

It would be the thing rather any worldwide simultaneity making us those things as sea is laid to us or momentary correspondence could tell us so surely the matter all those contemporary convenient infrastructures could never do so.

Voices told by sea means the length as distance so enlarged beyond our usual sensation could vanish any sound made at further from here to anyone as diverse tones.

Impossiblity never to be reached as the one which is tangible to be heard must tell us each own location stood up by each self and any other it was never so easily understood beyond the sea or so, so momentarily.

Just coz of it, listen to carefully to the sound of sea.
There must make you listen to the sound only it can carry you at that time.

If self location is set at the area surrounded only mountains, moreover sea sound memory was stired up on our mind.

If we are staying only near the sea, echo from somewhere of the mountains must arrive our ears.

What is absent from there, or we can never go there quickly.
There is the truth only what we can never be ascertained with our own eyes, ears or so tells us.
It must mean that there is nothing of any meaningless, never precious moment we could never have in our own lifetime, at least one blink.

If you were never be able to go there, after a few times when you can be actuated by doing so, you might go there.
Its trial must tell you something, and in this, you could have the possibility to listen to so many voices only the sea can carry beyond the wide ocean, you must make any sea indwell in your mind so continusouly.

That sea must tell you something so precious when you are wandering to the unknown mind area, you know.

(Feb. 8th. 2019)