〇Being itself is from the beginning, so contradictory, coz of it must have set initially, very fundamentally further future of it, it must be vanished from all universe’s order, it must appear for disappearing the another day.

〇Thinking object as us means all independent body, and mind making individual form, of course, being individual so independently needs positively group and gathering, even if now situation in quarantine together, so. But at the same time, it provides us so social responsibility and order, to keep for order of society, group’s order, is father of our freedom we can get as right, in other words, genuinely private and purely immanent issues all are dependent on group and community in social consciousness.
But its meeting is so tough and rough, coz it must be necessary to demand us a strong power doing well everything by ourselves, privately, it must be the politically so smart doing. In reviewing its reality, we must find time’s pitilessness.
But simultaneously if our life has no time and ending, how can we keep our own belief or joy? Otherwise, is the sort of it so important to us? How can we define our life’s meaning?

I want to think of it, and answer to me with some reason I could be assured of the time to discover, but in doing with so perfect answer, how short our lifespan is it?
(to be continued)
(Mar. 4th. 7th. 2020)