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Satan’s Holiday

I wounded your mind.


But I didn’t want it never wounded by anyone, anything.
Just coz of it, I chose being Satan to everything and you.


You probably don’t know it, in world.
Thus, even for Satan, holiday is readied.


World must have judged, even Satan needs holiday, although he could never be Angel, even at relaxed holiday.


His mind is just only resting it of his mind to provoke anything.
Thus, occasionally, why don’t we cerebrate either to Satan, with his kindness? Coz he is there, Angel is here.


Satan’s mind needs to be salvaged with Lord’s warmth for anybody, coz he knows he’d get many ones wounded.
Satan’s mind perhaps needs anytime absent from everyday sharing ease, but for Satan, anytime drifting and floating in no fixed location could never find out stability which comfort us at home.


But even we have wanting in wrapped by home warmth and never that sort of ease either, with invoking battle mode to anyone in difficulty screwed up situation.


Thus, truly essentially Satan needs holiday.
Coz Satan has no holiday, with a reason that anybody needs it for knowing Angel heart and piety through anti-principle to belief either, even we aren’t renegade.
Angel’s presence must prepare Satan’s presence substantially either for protecting and securing Angel hearted one for us, so simultaneously.


Thus, looking for holiday for Satan must be missioned to us all, coz our necessity evil needs it and for soothing it we must find out chance to make Satan at a rest.


Even all of us can have introspection that either we privately have Satanic mind which is seduced by immanently our seeing Satan.
But we are not always careful never to have it, never yet, we even overlook seduction by Satanic somewhat, and with it, we can have very private demanding mind to anything, in it, particularly selecting so private songs for us, alone, so secretly, that favor and taste tangible only for us is usually the thing we don’t want confess to anyone, if the one is guy so distinctively, coz we usually regard it as so private mind’s request for healing ours so secretly.


We all have tacit permission only to own myself.


Songs which praise somewhat especially as so publicly authorized things exist. But to these, some ones are never enjoying and becoming favorite, so obviously in mind, even these are so enjoyable ones but never be enjoying, that feeling is enchanted to sad songs, of course, either to the ones can enjoy songs together, rather sad songs are what we want to listen to it alone, that joy is wanting to be in sad feeling, that sort of healing must exist to us.


That listening choice is so privately secretly done in home alone, we don’t want to tell that taste on holiday to anybody unless the one is so close friend, that reality is so necessary to us. Especially, to disgusting guy, I try to keep that feeling secret as much as possible.


Thus, we occasionally consult with Satan about how we can enjoy it, how we can heal daily frustration, of course that reason and way to diffuse it is so assorted to anybody.
Hence anybody has unconsciously private Satan in kept secretion of us in private space for us.


Eventually, we in no distinctive consciousness, e.g. before going to bed, putting on air of you-tube for listening to that song.
Bachelor ones are easy to do so, but married ones are making an effort to hiding its heal taste and looking for the place to listen to, coz at home if they put on ear-phone or head-phone, they have to explain that reason to other family members. At home they are apt to avoid listening to it, coz wife or husband could hate that song.
Then, they go to park, athletic club or so, alone and listen to that song.


In other words, only Satan is our very gentle friend excluding the depressive occasion in mind needing only Angel, of course, even the occasion, Satan could be our best friend, rather He is an Angel, that case would be so possible, but particularly at normal spirited time, we need often Satan’s advice, e.g. on holiday afterward going back home after staying at church, if we have private time in no accompanying other family members.


Only Satan passes over any kinky hobby or choice at subtly tiny occasion, e.g. when we walk alone in suburban area with woods, forests, mountainous roads or so, answering call of nature, urinating outdoor or so.


Satan is at a degree our so close friend of us, probably for anybody.


Just therefore, Satan absolutely needs holiday, finding it is necessary to Him, but of course, Satan survives at another dimension to ours, thus He must have own holiday, as they want to have, so discretionary, but presumably it could be sleeping for us, or going church and listening to pastor’s talk, or singing hymns, climbing mountain top or so.


By the way, hey, Satan, what kind of songs do you listen to on your holiday?


Originally, do you have that habit on your life?


If you do, sad song?


Fun song?


Otherwise, mad song?


(Mar. 6, 7, 8th. 2020)