When I long for seeing you again, if I use nail scissors to cut my hands or feet nails, I am apt to pare these to the quick, coz my mind must be occupied with only imagination around your appearance.

Please make out the sort of my feeling.
My mind just concentrates only to it, imagining future prospect around seeing you, any other care must never arise to me.

That is genuinely craving mind to love you.

If I was never having the sort of mind, how can I have own happiness only the one to be born to this world, can have?
Even if that impatient feeling is held to me as I take, how can I feel expectation without that impatience?

That supposition must make go back to my now reality, and I can help but thanking even its emotion.

Oh, lovely you, so beautifully watching eyes toward me in my memory so certainly reminds me of your very softened skin and gentle breathing small vibrating.

Oh, lovely you, so brightened changing posture reminds me in my memory so definitely reminds me of your very witty whisper to me in subtle toned short voicing.

When I imagine seeing you again, to my it, I am apt to be impatient to quit its switching. Coz my mind must be supplied with only imagination around your fragrance.

Please, make out the sort of my needing, my heart just embodies only my hope to it, any other fair must never flight me.

Again, only the word mumbling must make it happen to me.

That is beginning me in waving mind to love you.
If I was never having the sort of mind, how can I have awareness only the one to be born to this world can have?

Longing for seeing you, again, I have the mind.
Thanking you in knowing my mind to you, again!
(Mar. 13. 14th. 2020)