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Days Irregurarly Attract Us, but Where is Essence?

Since new corona virus pandemic overshadowing to whole over the world, all human are conscious about only to it, but never so damaged countries are in different circumstance.
Otherwise, many unsolved issues are now hidden in front of virus crisis battle, but all these are never forgotten, certainly now one miserable incident triggering issue is managing so many citizens' notice, but virus sickness is never cleansed yet.


Many issues before virus pandemic took place either are never solved, but in concern to particular thing, all these things temporarily are withheld or suspended, but if now virus pain would have another road to be with us in looking for symbiosis, all these suspended things would recover attracting us, eventually we all are consistently managed with one the biggest threat, but any other issue is not always forgotten nor vanished from our brain or reality.


In one hardships, our consciousness is concentrated only to it, but if the thing would be solved for the present, our consciousness necessarily would be drawn to unsolved many issues, that would be our never changeable reality.


 Ultimately our life is just managed by each days' particular unavoidable or inescapable issue, contrarily, it means anybody is never be able to take essential individual act, anytime we are watched by something, that identity is enigmatic, but that reality's character, we could never deny.


What do days for us mean? 
What does our presence mean?
Is our presence just watched show by someone?


If that presence would be our Lord, that thing could be so pain for us, thus we all are never accepting that idea, then where are we able to identify our Lord?


Wishing means our each personal mind, does't it?


However, days themselves are just carrying us so hard things next to next.
Oh, days, how are you feeling you? What do you mind you or us?


Please suggest me how am I going to step forward, what I should have my course.


Probably if now issues would be diffused from our mind regarding what is top priority, many temporarily forgotten issues would recover its identity to us.
Something in them is already so worrying me durably, but nobody is pretending to be unconcerned to it, anyway, why couldn't we select own concern so personally? 


In conclusion all of us are bound to one the biggest issue, anybody could never free from it. Only that thing is our common truth, although we are all in hard mental gap and indifferent mind, that thing could draw our conscious concentration to one thing, constantly, if we mutually respect each presence, we would have been in each free selection to what each one is attracted, but if that thing is distrubed, probably just we all so personally immature you kow, my Lord, hey you also so ?


Presumably, only days matter might never be controlled by us, parmanently.
Because, all days things are absolutely random, even promiscuously anarchy, days, you are so epicurean coz if you are completely absent from our any site or spot, we could never be present, but days, you are absoluely present even if we all are vanished from the world, only that thing is anytime to our consciousness personally protruded, and we must never win it.


Days, you are restlessly confuse us, and purplex us, that irregurarlity makes us wonder how we can expect and predict that going to the future, so stark, your future prospect is never crossing ours, isn't it?
If it would be so, please tell us that reason? What even our Lord does never tell us, just that thing. Please, please tell us, if you'd do so, we would keep company with you, wouldn't you?
(Jun. 9th. 2020)