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How can You Survive Believing in Nothing?

Nobody could be at hesitant moment with an idea how it could be solved or how each one could tide over own tough entangled circumstances, and nobody could have only so small light never inject all shadowed corners, but only with it, anybody must overcome everything.


At that occasion, how should we keep our mind so convicing to persuade our mind's stocking all questionable unsolved matters?


If very small I can have some minimal suggedtion, it would be the ask to ourselves what we can select only tiny but left to our mind so certainly, at least to me, it must be what I can believe in even at the last momentl in life.
Only the kind of question is left at my mind.


To me, it must be the conviction that even at so crucially critical moment, only tiny hope must nevet be lost from my mind.
Of course, now I am never at least at the worst condition in survival aspect, hence all what I now suggest is only my mind presumption. 


The last left at mind would be certainly the mindset we should never give it back to break through even at very last-ditch situation. That must be a very tiny minimal hope to find out bargaining chip for escaping from tough crisis, in fact we human-being are now dealing with new corona virus pandemic crisis together, and partially we exactly have done for all public.


Personal matter is eventually not exceptional at thinking it on our mindset.


For instance, at the matter of fact, at very confused mentality, I even have a mind to be dictator to whole over the world, that very dangerous fantasy could be on a hem to occupy my mind, but the sole what stems me from it must be what I can believe in, at so chased, so no exit, no solution in tough condition, what could be left on my mind as the minimal element we must never be able to abandon, eventually only the idea could come up to my mind.


What ought to be the truth to us, of course each one has each distinct left thing on mind, but some certain shared element might have existed to us.


What we can have the only left thing, it could be the minimally but exactly left it, it must be what we can personaliy believe in, only it must be seen left to anybody's mind for even the last moment.


At very lamentably depressive climate condition is kept to us for so long period, as the ones survive on the land of the earth, I have a feeling to express so violently anarchy taste long poetry or so harsh criticism having the enemy target for criticize so outrageously, necessarily these stances are regarded not to be manly and just chicken- hearted, but even these very compelled to narrow corner situated at last left so minimal mind matter, that must be just so tiny enjoyable memory to me in my life, and certainly at the time, I felt so small happiness, and however we personally at adversity, only left small happy momory in reminiscence or picturing on mind to our not yet coming future, only it might pull us through to newly opened future next phased moment.


At so gotten corner to us in personal situation, only so small breach must be necessary, it rather should not be so big nor formally orthodox. 
At the moment, first we might identify all what makes us run to earth, unexpectedly that could either be our small mind persistence held so unnecessarily, that so often would be very arrogantly exaggerated proposition and ambition beside the mark for our personal life, you know.


Revisional our unnecessary own mind off the point, we might suppose us what we are at very run to earth in condition which we desperately free from, only minimally trustworthy thing for us personally, it could be each distinct to anybody, but at least it must never be so officially, nor ideologically publicly believed justice or regulated ethical propositional norm or so, because these so formally orthdox ideas are all so necessary after our personal matter is completely solved and digested, thus rather at the narrow corner with no exit, we should be careful only to very subtly effective tool to regain our left power, or physical energy.


Unexpectedly, possibly, when we accidentally look up over the skies above our head, or kind of accidentally look down to the ground on the road or so when our desperate corner comes around our own life, only so small flower as not so elegant appriciating deserving breed, just weed, we would find out out of the blue beauty strangely wonderful shaped clouds or kind of very elgant color and texture at weed blooming flower as the infamous breed, both very only trivial findings, but these must heal our exhausted mind and make it better, you know.


That must be to believe in our tiny moment in survival at lifespan.


If we can pull it through from so adverse condition, in addition, it could be helped with so tiny thing with e.g. cloud shape condition out of the blue discovered things or unexpectedly realized beautiful flower petals and all harmony, we could believe at least at so hard times, we could have so tiny, even it is momentary happiness, but with it we could get our positive spiritual energy to address with now our bound matter again, that matter would be suggested at this debate for us, you know.


What you could tide over any kind of tough crisis must be your so small discovery to your mind to believe even in so difficulty of your life.


(Oct. 24th. 2020)