Today is accidentally not so cold, but windy.
But my feeling is tricked to the questionable mind, now where is yesterday staying?

Because my left lifetime is limited, necessarily passed moment's whereabout distracts my emotion and notice, unnecessarily.

I nowadays try not to sleep for so long time, only for not spending wasted time only for sleeping, that time has no chance to use brain and mind.

However society must make distinction and separation between yesterday and today, but if I was not sleeping, that border could be just arbitrary, seen so to me, for the time being.

Where can I see yesterday?
That mind is coming up to me.

Even if I was persisting in durably ceaseless time's going, anybody, today is called by any other one and my continuous consicousness is perfectly neglected.

Everybody is intentionally having accord synchronically, from this moment on, today renewed is set to us, anybody has no objection, that is so funny to me, but that appearance is very naturally and almost unconsciously, tha thing is very strangely felt to me, anyway, it's not lie to me, anytime, you know.

Time border is rigidly set and everybody is synchronically make accord to switch it so completely. Why is it never allowed to keep the same somewhat as I want?

Radio program must be changed to another it, so regularly, but why is it never allowed to keep the same content? I feel it so occasionally, and necessarily its questing could never reach any conclusion. 

Eventually, I for the present, why anybody is doing it, it is presumably caused from that anybody can have mind to adore only eternity, the for convincing it, anybody subconsciously for keeping only eternity precious, just taking any now so immediately passing and disappearing thing to regard every now as never everlasting, that idea is coming up to my mind, you know.

Who is you, now, who is you, time having no stopping, who is eternity?
Eternal nature means just never changing, why is not allowed to be space?

Nothing could be seen to me, anything could be unidentified to anytime me, time, date border, kept consciousness with no switched sign at least to me, then eventually all switching must be grouping implicit rule or kind of regulation, you know.

Cutting streaming time means date border, only that thing could seem to be understood, but it must be imperfectly seen to me, yet now.

Then,...

(to be continued)

(Nov. 20th. 2020)