On a camel stepping so slowly at easy time, but at emergency runs so speedily sprints to no enemy comfirmable zone, sweat dripping from my forehead, I am almost driven by fantasy on my mind.
Usually my mind is busy at vigilant at discerning true jewels and very precisely precision made fake them at evoluved performance, but now is different mode to me.

Sometimes so strong wind blows away through my camel stepping orbit.

Hey, oh my God, please give a chance to have a break so enough to recover my body and mental energy!

At my busy brain on confused ideas around my mission around commerce of jewelly as jeweler for recently for dinasty and all rich persons around it.

Sound of sand scratched by my camel's feet and wind voice broken by its body and mine jolts my brain yesterday night watched nightmare and my nerve is so nervous at these sounds mingled with my afraid emotion around business, and so much hot temparature at desert, at these moments, but now I must hasten my travel schedule, because at this season, out of the blue, so heavy storm could assult us in no predication!

Swinging my brain ideas spurs my will to keep going on subsequent steps to next oasis.
My brain anytime is accompanied with desire of desert. Sometimes sand at a stretch makes flying up, soaring to the midair to the skies, that view flown away from me must be made by my camel's feet print order at my process to destination, I made my climax process to it so quick.

After so long time, very small oasis seen foward, it could never an illusion, just this moment, my mind informs my brain, talking to him,"it could never be an illusion nor mirage."

But my heart and soul makes your mirage in front of my camel's running direction, your pictured image surely floats and your smile attracts my mind and heart so strongly.

After confirming her destination oasis's aspect so clearly, my camel makes her steps so slowly than ever, heading for that place. That arriving spot seemed to be the sole civilized field at this zone.

My appointment was meeting a lady for my business. She was guide to the dinasty family people using cottage closer to capital.

In that oasis, veiled one slim lady must have been waiting for my coming ( Why I knew her vile was caused from her dending profile to my terminal ), I picturing all her welcoming tettered my camel, and entered in deep inside of that oasis's bush, I definitely decided to propose the best condition for both of us with the lady and me.
Very small brick log house could be seen midst bush to my eyes, simultaneously I took my look yo my sweetheart I'd met several days ago, that picure of me in brain autonomously could cross the lady from that moment on I'd meet, seing landscpae around me. Next moment seen really landscape made focused on only one rough wood door of that log house, then beated it with my hand, then modest low voice as guide to me was heard to my ears, in the wake of door opened by her, over here, her appearance was sudden displayed to my eyesight at the time.

My look to her appearance took my mind look to my sweetheart in my brain, necessarily at business, any that feeling is taboo, my brain and mind knew that thing so well, but my that time emotionally driven mode was obliged to dare crossing my sweetheart nuance synchronically, because she declare to have a departure to her home country as reternee as her boss order to finish her mission abroad, because she was spy from R🔲sia.
But at that moment I took my eyesight to that lady, that both eyes' accord made us so peacefully relaxed after almost tough riding on my camel. She necessarily masked her face, but I suddenly was noticed to her beautiful face even through her bigger mask.
(to be continued)

Feb. 7. 14,18th. 2021