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Sea of Woman Part7 Womens’ Conspiracy③

I had an idea that that mature woman was so good person, in no doubt.
That woman was entering the room with a young woman who invited to her to do so, opening the entrance door.


But I had no need to wait for my turn entering that room, coz that woman was going out from that club’s room five or four minutes after entering that room when she went out from that door saying to me “Excuse me, I’m going home.”, and she went up to the ground with stairway to the club.
At that moment the young woman there saw that old man leaving tried to make me go into that room, in turn of mine.


I went into the room with her invitation, ckub’s inner aspect was filled with so many codes for microphone, or amplifyers to the outlets, sockets on the floor, that room was with grandpiano, and drums set for performing and playng jazz.


Beside these sets or codes, along the wall, a folding table was laid temporarily, there sitting older woman almost same generation one to tleaving older woman was, ordering papers on the table.
That seen reading glasees worn older lady was such kind of woman who was the type of my world with men and women before warping there for me, for example office lady who was persistently never resighning at one work.
Just coz of it, I was starting to be with a womanish behavior toward her, making her that I was just commonplace woman who was gender lesbian or so, so pretentiously to her.
Coz I was vigilant to look at her sharpened eyes so particularly.


At the matter of fact, I was prepared for me in so womanish hair styled with using beauty parlor, for the present, I was trying to take care of talking atmosphere seen to her.
However, that woman’s behavior was seen so just official and with no doubt to me, unexpectedly she after just took a glance to me, soon looked at paper I offered previously to city hall or so near my staying area, with so gentle and generous expression to me, and asked my name for evidencing my identity,
“I’ll take you National Insurance right certificate. For commission, we need 2thousand yen, please.”
With that saying not so indifferent, despite of that its saying was so official, she, saying so took me my applying card as minimal guarantee to survive.
That rescueing organization was seen to me who investigated for my security that never so cold, rather conscientious in doing negotiation to the city public office or so, either for homeless unemployed ones.
I for the present, checked that organization with internet which told me that its organization has had an activity to rescue even the one who was no guarantee as nationality or staying foreigners, thus I made up my mind to apply its card in my trust to that organization’s credibility.
My story to evidence my unstable situation in the society was set with a story that I had orphan infantile ages in changed many step parents and residential moving with its circumstance and moreover at the last step parents in no chemistry in mutual opinion, in conclusion, I became homeless, even birthplace, I had no idea, that content was my applying condition to the public office.


Coz I was so easily breaking through that fake trial and soon I went out from that place and I got some peace of mind from so nervous anxiety, after for long years, my world ex-my favorite amusement arcade of Shinjuku, that place tempted me to be there at that time emotion, and really, I went there. I was looking for that area in pararell world another same area, after little bit noon, for drinking, even that time might had been some good place was there, I had an idea.


That area had many assorted employees are busily made an order to enter the same restaurant or so for tanking lunch, cffeterias or hamburger stands or so there were. That view was the same to my ex-world, except that that world must have only women.


At the matter of fact, I had been avoiding going that kind of area, coz I don’t want to be outstanding to anyone, coz I was a real man, after I swithed to stay there from my ex-world, thus I had no idea about that kind of area in this another world for me. My staying period was reaching near a year that time.


I tried to select few visitors’ shop or so, then I accidentally discovered a Chinese restaurant, at that time, that time old woman who was applying and took her procedure before me was taking here voice to me from my behind.
When I soon looked back and looked at her, I was abruptly confirming that she was the one I met few minutes ago.
She said to me,
“Oh, so what a coincidence to meet you here, as that kind of remote place to there, again!” with her smile I confirmed after looking back to her voice.
Of course, I had no idea that she was never good woman.
(to be continued)


(Apr. 17th. 2019)
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