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Farewell to All Past

Good-bye, what we'd never meet again all so passed past!


You were anytime beside me. 
But now you are none.


Then, any past is only at memory of you.
Our memory is shared with almost all of you, necessarily to anybody, it's own range and era or age.
But substantially, its nature is complete nothing.


You are only at our recollection.


All past's quantity seemed to increase according to the quantity to remember at absent reality about which we only can remember. But as ever all these with each now already passed  were so durably long at each time, but it's none at now, even very long years are seen so bubblly a moment.


By the way, recently, I'd become the one who can thunk that forgetting everything so easily must never be so worse, only that state is evidence that any unnecessary pereistance is none as the one. None the less, it's so hard.


Daringly having farewell to all past means otherwise our being annoyable not to wipe out any persistence so well to all what passed ever and now none.
Thus, just easily forgetting everything is very usefully advantageous nature at doing anything.
Never yet, it must be the best condition for anyone who tries to resume at some newly updated somewhat.


At being one human, anyone could solve almost everything, if the one could give it up to invalidate or reset all unnecessary mind of persistence, so plainly and resolutely, we'd say so either.


Nevertheless, very paradoxically, all what I emphasize is that occasionally rather never giving up any lingering attachment so intentionally could be otherwise so effectively. Surely it could not so bad, then that would be positively regarded to us, of course it'd never be so constant.


Eventually case by case to each one, then meaning of past either.
After all, we could say that arbitrarily choosing by anyone could be made by only that sifnified definition to past at own way, but at the same time, no matter how so well all these could be dealt with, only contradictory enigmatic mind is left to a corner of our mind.
Because left lifespan must be gotten so small to anybody.


Anyway, anytime surely past could never leave nothing but now so mechanically, even if some lesson and taught profound truth could be left to our mind, it must accompany worn and used all past time as now none of span.


If to us, now the past could leave us is on so horrible state, we'd have nothing but considering that meaning in situated reality, if it could be regarded as so comical, otherwise, we need not wipe out any past unfortunate memory so daringly and desperately.


If somebody could easily say that all past's things is just calalyst, the one must be so strong-minided sturdy one.
However, anybody is apt to get so distress at next choice and dealing with so sinistrous memory made at all past, consequently, the last left thing is ultimately only whether our own dishonorable past could be forgotten otherwise forgiven by now each myself, so plainly, and generously or not, we'd say so simply.


Just we can say, if these things could be done so well, so far some persistent anxiety as what we should be for next coming thing around life spending thing could be eased away from now our holding idea around future.





Jun. 26, 28, July. 3rd.   2021