Social game is indespensable tool for us to survive, that role and charge is replaceable, nevertheless each personal identity is never so.

However, very irocically we all are enjoying at making us working robot as workaholic social machine, butn that extent has necessarily limitation.

Though, I either sometimes want a time to spend alone and no people around us so personally.
No people staying mountain could be the best solution for getting physical good condition and getting rid of COVID infection.
Unmasking and shouting are possible unless around me anyone is there, you know.

What instruction has COVID pandemic crisis given to us, since last year's earlier months?

Mind's aspect cycle, to some extent, could be expectable, but it's never be anytime so regularly, and we at some mind want unexpected development around that crisis to us, in days of us.
And if we could get so useful truth in own life, we might have been satisfied with knowing the truth, so honestly.

Nevertheless, we either want us have what we'd be satisfied nor even dissatisfied at any meeting in life to us, personally, in other words, we'd have disillusion even at the moment to get only satisfaction in daily routine and toward what is serially coming up to us, we hope to some extent in mind have satisfaction, but simultaneously we want either dissatisfied emotion, because if we have devoild of that emotion, we'd feel some empty and clearly cognitive new obejct could be lost at our mind.

In other words, only getting satidfactory meetings could get us at so exhausted and empty mind.
Consequently, in these things, we'd discover the true value for us in surviving days and world, even at not familiar things, we'd discover new value for welcoming tomorrow society and our own life.
These things could proven that we all are questing presence in this universe.

In other words, in these unidntified domain, because of its so larger extent, necessarily we have both anticipation and anxiety, and at any try and error, we must find both rejoice and dissatisfaction. And rather at meeting giving us only disillusion, we'd find another chance or so to pionner our newly developed possibilies.

Then, necessarily, to us, that so larger extent unidentified domain must mean not neutral things, because neutral things could be composed with obviously asymmetrical comparative standards with two meanings with generally aspect we can express with adjectives.
However, unfound, undiscovered things and additionally what we can find new posibilities could have our life's radical switchable opportunity at thinking and inspecting at really realized site we can have no idea around that aspect's reason and true indentified meaning to us.

Unexpectedly found things could be regarded what we can put them at possibility to apply it into our practical use or so, in other words, any the ideally regarded development must be hidden to our unknown domain and territory only the things could know.

Nevertheless, that thing must come up to us when we are at trying and having error, and we are at so deadlocked situation.

And very interestingly to us, these advent is rather at losing everything both matrially or sustantially and mentally or spiritually, so out of the blue.

Very profound newly deployable road's discovery must need us to get in stalemate and depression.

We substantially need both social infra-structre and nature resorces, very synchronically, to our own life. That means necessarily both publically and personally.
Eventually, we all are nature creature at given presence. Nevertheless, we'd never survive only savage environment. There we must need to create our artificial space.
Nevertheless, we could never survive our own life personally and publicly only at artificially made infrastructural machinery reality or the kind of space without any nature resorces.

And simultaneously, we'd never survive only selfishly personal life so personally, nor perfectly only publicly engeged life together.
We'd never be perfction at being only physician, teacher, police officer, military soldier, bureaucrat, diplomat, politician, comedian, lawyer, nor CEO manager, employeed worker nor so.

In other words, we all are complex presence and complicatedly public and personal presence. And these realities could never be meant at being neutral presence of us, you know!

Everything, any being thing must never be neutral. Being neutral is made by our duality's cognition in mind.
Though, we are never only public nor personal presence, and we'd never assimilate with perfect nature, nor perfect artificial product, nevertheless we all are never just neutral presence nor existence.
Because in universe, neutral presence could never be possible at being, that cognitive image is made by our mind, and that thing is not too enogh to claim interately. 

Certainly, we to some extent, are just interactive media tasty presence in universe, with approaching any nature resources and creating many artificial devises, but we are never neutral nor in-between, just certainly presence and existing being.
That obviously cognitive recognition is very necessary at regarding our being's meaning.

(to be continued)

Aug. 21st.    2021