Originally, what we can have consistent idea and belief relies on our lifespan's straightforward running's presence as daily premise to us.
And very importatly and integrally, we all were never born at our will nor intention as hope to be born.
We all were absolutely born at no relevance with our own mind, to us, being born to own "myself", the fact to be given our own life must have been absolute accident.
Just because of its absolute premise, we could never have our arbitrary strategy to switch this ordinary time's going as running never at leaping nor returning to specified past time.

As first premise, we are never at time system as what previously decided scheduled and only being made realized reality, but we actually are thinking at each occasion no matter what we face or confront, we anytime are reacting and dealing with every unexpected situation.

In other words, if we all are surviving at the world in which we could give birth to us, each personally and the time to be born or so at anything could be decided by us arbitrarily, we'd return to any past calendared time and warp now time to arbitrarily thought future time.
Nevertheless, what we can never do so must be dependent on what we all were never born at our own will nor intention as mind to give us an absolute hope.

In other words, we were absolutely given our personal life by our own parents. And nobody have had been born at the one's hope nor strong craiving mind, we could have had that thing only at DNA's intensity or so never being at indentified mindset.

Paraphrasing it, we all are unexceptional presence at given mission to give ourselves so spontaneously afterward in no intention nor hope at spontainity at least mindset level, we accidentally were only once given a chance to have own mind, mindset and ambition.
We all are presence at being given chance to survive and missioned to have own will and ambition to the future and create another value to our own life in thinking any future thing.

At the matter of fact, we could never be presence, otherwise, we'd nothing but the presence which tries to switch our accidentally given life's presence into necessarily signified it with our own mindset and each effort.

Though, only at the condition which we were all born at our own(personal) decision and option to give birth to us by ourselves, we must be able to switch or opt another time toward now and freely warp and arrive, and leave and come back originally staying time to us, but at that reality, we could never have unified nor totalized selfhood or self identity nor recollecting mind or mind picturing to yet coming future.

Let us have a chance to submit some summary, here!

〇Our surviving time is never previously scheduled time aspect, we are given only "Next moment must come to us, but any other scheduled nor decided thing must be given to us."
In other words, if we suppose so strict prediction, we are given only uncertain future."
Nevertheless, what we personally did at whole past could impact now and upcoming future, but that effect is just limited around there, never to further future, that whole past things' impacting could never be done, at least at our spontaneous thing by us, except our own constitution as DNA arrangemnet levelled things.

 〇We all are very accidentally given own life and that accidentality is on an extent either to our parents' mutual meeting, if that was suppositively so schemed, at least our own mind given by them and nature's life mechanism(otherwise, God's gift or so) is just accidentally given thing to us at least at being born, given birth moment.
Ultimately we all are presence in which we are missioned necessarily at realizing our own spontainity driven surviving mind at having strategy and ambition.
In other words, we must otherwise we might switch our given accidentally characterized our own life's presence into necessarily potentially given it with our own activity according to our mindeset and own will as hoping mind to embody anything.

 〇With these summrized items, we are never the presence who can survive the world in which we can easily opt the moment and calendared date at being born and next moment we can accompany as the real time.
In other words, just because of our reality in which we can only survive one straightforwardly realized minute by minute, second by second at having no leap nor jump as warping intended embodiment, we can have will, hope, wishing, and ambition and anticipation.
And as the most integral factor, what we can have not divided nor not disorderly split spirit or so unified and identified mind, and brain thinking must just rely on our impossibility at arbitrary derailing only at adhering to one running time order and no leaping nor jumping only serially continuous time going and our own running along with that nature.

(to be continued)

Sep.15th.     2021

Memorandum; Next chance will have the theme that our mind's necessary nature's basic condition and its metaphysical nature.