There must be personally tangible heaven to anyone, just that appearance coule be each so specific and secretly kept at each private memory.

Yes, being alive, and from the beginning, being born must rely on just getting it and keeping it so parmanently.

That is the human's proof.

Nevertheless, too much being enchanted and done enough satisfied to want more that happiness continuously.

Beautifully acquiring that spangled ease rather does the one frightened daily duration.

Yes, grazed a little smeared green could make me miss it.

Paradise providing intoxicated experience must take  the experienced one back to perfectly absent days of that emerald with missing emotion.

Though, beautifully ideal trearurable acquirement is demoniac incident to superior talented one.

Nevertheless, any superior one has to pull through the kind of experience and own disillusion either, if those things could be economized, the one must never reach absolute truth.

That is any great man's initiation, you know, all of chivalry practicing men!

And that detachment that unexpectedly life is so short must provide the one so penetrating philosophy!

Oct.  17     2021