Being in made being can make making being intended way to be.

But present thing in made being is never like being, but it’d be either being.

Cheaper being by itself is also plainly simply tiny presence and it means either so unique.

Being unique does never mean so invincible, being so cheaply commonplace nature could be being not forgettable, the case is not usual nor frequent, nevertheless never so impressive, nevertheless it’d never be swept away from memory nor really present aspect.

Only impulsively instant and motional being makes us miss so much, but that acurate picturing is not possible at trying to recollect, nevertheless only being aware of it at sometime in own past could not be swept away from us.

That so tiny dellusionary mind’s kind of default could affect our physiolosic atmosphere in a day, though deligently intentional sweeping could be seen so integral, but occasionally only that thing could be presistently left in my mind.

Necessarily that could be gradually vague in my days, nevertheless occasionally suddenly that could regenerate the aspect, that could be perhaps not originally sensed it, nevertheless, only some similarity tasty impression could be keft to my mind too.

Necessarily, meaningless sensed impression is made of clearly notional meaning.

Intention is not universally powerful nor perfectly convincing to us, however it could be obliged necessary at trying anything, nevertheless, there must have us get only not completely intentional moment could have very specifically outstandingly visible somewhat could be done to us, that must be accident but that generating probability could mean necessary, nevertheless that mechanism must never be acquired at my mind as formulation.

With all those entangled disorderly imaginations, suddenly I get to want to plunge into bottomless valley, but at trying to do so, consequently survived or not could be my destined scheme by something.

Hey, mind, jump into unidentified infinite darkness!
I scream to unseen mass in soul, but that thing seemed to me reacts my that yelling, you are only untrained beginner, but my voice is never reaching that reacting it, and in no notice, my drowsiness makes me vacuum, that time I could hardly remember that day’s all things so easily.

Being in made being making being must be ambiguously diffusing each presence and I could lose any consciousness, then, next moment I remembered all things so definitely clearly like plainly described Manielisme tableau.

That moment could be so stark like death momentary my sensing, couldn’t be?

Oct 23rd. 2021