You are so anytime sulky, aren’t you?
But what makes you so, so?

I know your bitter, you are the one who was born in error of choice to age you should be born.
But probably all these are attributed to us all.

But I loved Oscar in Sesame Street and Pierre François Lacenaire played by Marcel Herrand in Les Enfants du paradis, coz I always feel that they are truly just only inborn evil-minded ones.

I love Michael Corleone played by Al Pacino in Godfather series, Ohtomo played by Beat Takeshi Kitano in his Outrage series, coz they have uniquely sentimentally resentment so emotionally.

Evil-minded everything must output our affection.
For example, when I met you at that downtown I didn’t understand even I used to come and go there, but with meeting to you, all aspects of that town must have been changed perfectly in my mind.

I at a degree defected from my country so mentally and spiritually, then now me is just only drifter in unknown nation. But I was never just unpleasant guy in world, rather world itself was so, as well as now me.

I could get the true meaning of Billy Joel’s lyrics he sang, recently with my memory to meet you at the time, at the downtown.
But you weren’t downtown girl, neither even uptown girl, you were completely differentiated dimensioned one.

You are either wondering, vagabonding in many places you’ve never known in your past, as well as now me.

But now world is across the crucial corner you can see either at somewhere, coz any thing breaks up in world just rapidly would spread nowadays, comparatively to those days.

You who were coming along to me at that time is now me, this time how about coming to you by myself as if you did to me, at the night.

If we’d meet together again someday, how would this world be changed by itself with us?

I occasionally remember old days’ younger generation people’s acts and idea.
But if we have reminiscence to them, we could never go back to those days.

Then, why don’t we ask you, world?

How can you put your now irritated mind down?

If we ask you, possibly some unexpected thing might turn up to us.
But until we’d meet it, let’s observe all moving of you, hey, world, and you I surely met at that time in my downtown and now being somewhere unknown location to now me.
(Oct. 21th. 2019)