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Life is Fight a.

Life is fight against sleeping moments own freed idea around awaked time's common sense to get us diligently not offending citizen as pretending to be safe one.


Certainly, fight against opposite idea as what any other one has in mind is usually differentiated to us makes us feel some gapped feeling, though that solution makes us communication with any other one.


Acuracy, that indication is anytime needed in any socially dutiful acting, though either in any inspection, measurement, interim report, conference, request for cooperation...procedure, negotiation, and stalemate, no-exit situation for seeking after solution, and breaking through moment, and easy impression aquisition.


We are anytime immanently tangible at being drifting in only contingency reliant time accompanying one our expectation to upcoming future.


When we look back to soon passed recent past, we in knowing not so sufficiently obtaining anything have some detachment around our surivival itself in absorbing into fight obligdly between own lasy idea in which our own body and action is intereted only in ease following and according to mindset comanding us in missioned consciousness, only trying to notice everything diligently.


In other words, what our mind and consciousness is present must be knowing that our all notice is step by step attracted by unexpected kind of uncertain advancing appearance.
Pulled by time shifting garavity and to it, somewhat abandonning any srictly beaking through any externally done resistance, and rather leaving half body and mind to naturally attracting kind of gravity in being all interlocked reality.


These all complicated mind attending toughness awareness is moblized to conscious fight against inertia and neglection around having care and attention.


One my personality tries not to be survived by any unagreeable development made by whole social appearance and any hostile ones in the same community, to our personally known own generosity, anytime trying to be resilient to any gapped mutual minds, but meanwhile, another my personality tries to deny and reject them all defiantly and occasionally in emitting utterance of outspoken refusal to any compromising obsession made by majority of mutual conspiratorial spoiling agreement around doing anything.


With these examples, fight is signified with the doing of fighting to any other opposition in being realized by any other one in adjoining community to us, though, reconciliating necessity must be maden almost at the same time by mutually hostile ones in one exhausted critical state point mutually known tacitly in one community's moving aspect.
In the occasion, for the first time, both opposite sided ones and us in not hostile relevance are melted in one implicit consensus, but that coming is constantly so accidentally and so suddenly.


(Irregulrarly to be continued)



Apr. 29th.    2022