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Surviving with Original Sin A.

To us, from the beginning, being attracted with only beautiful thing is ultimate sinful realiy.



Originally, just and correct thing ought never to be related with appearance in beauty.
Nevertheless, we are prone to be interested and attracted only by beautiful appearing thing, in other words, only correctly occasionally proper or not wrong matter, thing as our option and what we can be attraced and feel so cool could not be generally the same to each other, far from it, mutually very distanced at each substancial nature and our mind catching nature.


What we can feel so cool, so good appearance, performance are all singly so specific and the thing decisively is different from normally regarded and felt so properly ordinary not be condemned so completely, and simply former only cool action and speach, or playing could be evaluated so much, that occasion and on the contrary, not so cool but just only suitably not wroung, only correct thing could be demanded indespensably, that case must be present in our daily routine or daily work or so.


Though, necessarily, baseball player or skateboad player world must be appreaciated with each of their the best performance, though Shohei Otani and Yu-to Horigome could be appreaciated and evaluated with their not normal, far from it, their each only exquisite playing content and the best performance's appearance must be the standard criterion for assessing the degee matches what only genius players have as their own ability.


Nevertheless, both Shohei and Yu-to must have their own daily life with rationally schemed and scheduled so hard and fine trainig, and each necessary training routine, unexpectedly very simply only basically indespensable effort could be demanded, nevertheless, at their formal race or competition's stage, additionally more very independently necessary unique only one chance getting supurb performance must be required by any fan to them.


After all, to any professional skill and technic required genre, any beauty is only required condition and the indespensable element any fan must hope to appreciate, and have touched mind, that is almos the same with the case of musicians, singers, and movie actors, and actresses.


Consequently, to us, for amusing our busy and tired or bored mind so pleasantly, only what we need them is only their own extraordinarily unexpressed it, in other words, at that chance, only once could be done by them, that must be either beauty there I try to define.


Just they are all so daily permissive or permissible action or so, but to geniusly anticipated exquisite players, with sport competition item and art, music or any entertainment genre item are never so. Generally, to them we usually need only never only normally done, never yet, only so super excellent performance must be required, though necessarily, these all demanded conditions are just regarded as the beauty.


To so greatly seen presence we only need and demand beauty, and the our mind nature must be equivalent with the case, we opt only beauty around having lover or so, at least at our aethetics, and only that must never be objectively regarded, only so personally subjective.


And usually, to what we personally regard as beautiful and can have own affection, we are never fair nor even like the daily routine sicially necessary matter we must deal with.
In other words, in the term of ethics' necessity around analysis of our mind, to the best favorite thing personally to us, we have otherwise to say that we just are personally sinful and to the realiy we can admit our mind equipping original sin.


In other words, to us, beauty thing must be some so irreplaceable own excitement around appreciating some attractive thing in any occasion, and just accompanying it in mind, we can deal with any necessary but so heavily not easy thing in our own life.


In this exetent, obviously our life means kind of catching element and moment of only favorite thing in narissus as what we necessarily have in mind for obtaining our own life satidfaction in which we for the first time can feel true meaning for survival.


Really, not to be concerened with conscious or unconscious, in mind, we usually necessarily opt only so suitably favorite thing for us personally.
At this dimension, life thing is just only selfishly subjective and only so egoistically regarded one so irreplaceable not ceased serially running time.


And the thing must never be measured by logical necessary extent, and rather the our so unidentified and unique nature must be the essence of life, and otherwise, even regarded so objectively and so evenly only provably indicative logics as the academic research must be sustained with that seen so privatley not public mind and internally indwelling our own personal mind.


What makes me emphasize so is caused from that our own life mode or life itself attending own featured essence is probably based on that our present meaning as one of being is based on spending and necessarily involving us with that so inevitable running with some strangely constantly contradictory and unpresumable development in esaily obliged to convert at any occasion, though, essentially, our own life spending must depend on at each occasion of our facing uncertainty could be conscious about in mind, we should re-interpret and analyze with each occasionally coming up thing and that matter, having exceptional angled view and at each time, only covering it on our really developing daily site, you know.



One so huge spatial extent country, certainly only dictatorshp must have been sustained with political form, though essentially, President Putin is kind of re-incarnation of Иван IV Васильевич / Ivan IV Vasil'evich as Ivan the Terrible and Stalin.
Though he must have own original sin for loving only his favirite beauty, and certainly that sandard must be perfectly different from ordinary nowadays' democratic cointries' order and reason, but actually, rather Russia tasty countries' number is still the most as majority of even this centry having absolute fact.
Though, probably he and his limited so supeior brains are just constantly scheming own smarter dictatorship executable policy and governing idea. Then, even if we try to surpass his emperor only with our own common sense, it'd never be so well solvable, because his empire could have been founded and paved with only his common sense dominant own idepolgy and methodology. E.g. around him, he'd kept up with covering only advocate with his own tyrant idea.
Nevertheless, probably he once stepped his necessary way so extremely in deviant mode, nevertheless again, his enmeror's economically financing reality immediately could have run into not recoverably, irretrievable point. 


He is also like Caerar, Rchard the third, Пётр I Алексеевич as Pyotr I Alekseevich and 
Napoleon, now in so ultimately not recovarable hell falling destiny.


In other words, perhaps he also was enchanted, distracted with own demoniac original sin atteacting whirlpool and only the ones whose life was once in perfect heyday and now fallen into so miserably powerless state in life could get his all life axpect comprehensive as own thing could be regenerated at his doing in his life.


(Irregularly to be continued)



Apr. 30th.   2022


Appendix; Latter part appearing great ones’ exampling means historically signified honor, glory and power poetry in mind to our cognition and it'd be caused from Testaments describing own original sin. Power beauty.