You also anytime could go out from your home, nor have clear object for visit anywhere.

Anybody is the same, but mind itself could not have another idea, around doing anything in no taking account of now situation.

Today’s weather condition could not be particularly the best condition nor not ideally wonderful it, but either to it, we can have some another signifying idea and mind on that reality.

In frank, either on very everyday not specified thing we can observe or confirm, very ideally, spiritually specifically definitive feature could be put so arbitrarily in mind.

Today’s skies color is not so brightened blue, nevertheless, my mind can put so genuinely pure blue transparent air visually covered on it, and even to it, we’d picture and associate some ideally beautiful emerald green color appearance.

That’s so amazing, but what does that mean, at the matter of fact, anytime that mind could be present to me, and that not realized mind’s notice or kind of not really embodied appearance’s own covering to reality could have some meaning, but yet so identified now.

Piling something up on another thing is not so rarely done action to our reality, never yet that mind unexpectedly so often could be done in our daily life.

Just now my mind must need only emerald green something, that’d be never ever seen Caribbean sea visual image or so, otherwise occidental identified some blonde beauty’s eyes’ color or so.

And why emerald could be derived from my usually having experience and that seeing site could not be recollected at least at recent more than three decades.

When I was senior high school age, school excursion provided me the emerald green ocean color we could confirm from deck of our ship we all got on.

Emerald is not frequently seen at least to me, but that color image anytime stays in my mind, with any other very ordinarily constantly confirmable color.

That could be either not really visually witnessed or confirmed color, but really not materially in just e.g. listening to so favorite music tunes performance or singers’ own singing voice with enchanting lyrics.

Those auditory sensed memory or kind of imagination makes me own emerald.

And that could not be explained by me at least now.

That could be very exceptionally irreplaceable own physiologically impressive my memory dragging own phenomenal reality.

Otherwise, my death coming could approach in no notice to me in my life, anyway, recently I just subconsciously need only emerald green or just that word’s own reverberation or kind of mutual matching appearance with really embodied that color seen site, and my imaginable mind and recollective drawing by my mind, or these mutually combined own performance catches my mind, as well otherwise.

Yes, or to say, for the present, I just crave for some brilliant and superb loving twinkle in upcoming reality to me, that could be caused from my some devoid managing recent days, but at the same time, otherwise, only fragile wishing or prayer could dominate my mind, lately so accidentally…

May. 7th. 2022