Unconsciously, demoniac fantasy is easily drawn in contacting awake, everything could be seen so negatively, in destructive emotion, to past several things, not forgotten very resentment adhered mind appearance could be gradually in being injected so stronger almost summer tasty sunlight to my face, and afterward, whole body is transitory to resuming daytime activity. 

Then, our consciousness cyclicly switches our mind and body at each time zone nature dependent.

Our own personality is on shifting, reacting each time zone familiar own inclination.

Demoniac fantasy leavings as mind dregs step by step are healed and ordinary pretending a good citizen in acting and moving body are regenerated.

Summer really approaches now. Old days, really summer attending mind encouraged my mind overlapping dreaming and having ambition.

Nevertheless, time must change anyone from young one to old one.

Daytime binds us with everything so realistically. But that pretending bares so heavy silent battle among almost same generation ones, to all resistant younger generation ones. Very rarely not those targeted one could be our own pal or so.

Vanity executed daytime must ready for nighttime sleeping mind's opening to all savage emotion and own emancipated anarchy fantasm dominant brain's condition.

Very symmetrical personality must appear in turn.

Just we personally have both Angel heart and Satan's it.

What method could calm our mind in normal?

How can we admit our mind's contradictory unified personal nature?

Nevertheless, we usually stay and stand still minimally normal, sane, never to be regarded so insane?

What is that our pretending?

What kind of identity does it have?

Daytime runs and another analyzing mind could come up to our ordinary mind, but simultaneously sleepy mind regenerates again.

(Irregularly to be continued)

May. 28th.   2022