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Prayer Nocturne for Missing Lover a.

Embedding solitude makes us wisdom around having an affection to any weary minded one.


Losing mind around leaving one in missing makes anyone resisting power for making do with any kind words from sweetheart.


These devoid at being satisfied for filled life situationmakes any lonely hearted one gather at someplace else.


That space makes them new number so naturally and that repertory unites their mind at spending Saturday night gay gathering.


Prayer to leaving lover's easy now life for diffusing solitude bonds all players' minds.


What does mean empty feeling?

That must be positively looking for a joy at Saturday night. In playing each instrument, anyone arbitrarily must discover the best embedding way at blackness dominant mind at any absence.


Lover, you are attending anything at a moment when we can have no  self-confidence.

Conviction around knowing shortage acknowledgeable own life substance.


Lover, you are kind of illusionistic some nasty presence. And somehow you know your own or ill-natured and cunning bluffing around hiding own shallow mind.


Vigilantly making yourself bigger is constant your ordinary taking way for teasing me, but now no longer so effective, because you'd already spent so much including either bargainingchip for mystifying me in uprising your value, but that your cheaper idea is on so obviously known territory for now me, you know!


I'd already naked my all unnecessary mind's clothes.

But aren't you do so to anyone, because your sharrow wisdom for preventing yourself from being made light of by any guy.


But that term of validity has gone away from you now.That was so remote past already to now yourself.


But even to now you, only minimal compassion could be held at my now mind, to it, either you can admit now for me, but my mind must never go back to past at least for you and me.


Then now, I miss my old lover I lost for meeting you atthat time.


But, consequently, now, tomorrow's mind is eventually unidentified to now me.



(Irregularly to be continued)




July. 16th.   2022