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Sea of Woman Part26 Return and Loss 4️⃣

I sat down on captain seat.
That one was used by me and FB86 in turn.
Though, the Earth Space Project Headquarters, Women dominant earth's Space Project Ministry's very important section, nevertheless, obviously we astronauts were all only expendables. In its reality, constantly, overwhelmingly the earth's cotrol tower's power was absolute in which universe's materials analysis professionals, physicists, taxonomists, for them, at each occasion, transmitted imaged data through FB86 and me Ministry's elite dominating ones commanded us, trusting our loyalty in which we through microscope, magnifying glasses with loupe, in outputting still pictures transmitted to control power, with it directly analyzing work were done simultaneously to ours.


In expiring those missions, only incomplete it was return to women dominating earth eventually.  
But it'd take several months. It was the maximally well done running for our mission schedule by women dominating earth.


In space ship, necessarily except me, only FB86 as my wife, S umire and our daughter Kaede whose 2 years old birthday would upcoming.


Kaede used to creep on the floor in the ship. Occasionally stood up and walked for a while, but after expiration of our missioned work on Mars, she merely stood up and made us constantly walking appearance so proudly.
Kaede was interested in gazing over Mars' whole aspect so curiously in capsule specified for Kaede as no trained one in which she could control for locomotion.


Necessarily, in spite that FB86 was my wife, we were together getting in rocket for return to the earth. Necessarily, Sumire and Kaede together.
Though, we as FB86 and me abstained us from doing it for wife and husband.
Because ship interior space was not so large for economizing voyage demanding energy consumption.


I was just one guy, did it by myself, so easily, but FB86 was accompanying so sturdy trained body, though her frustration around absence from her necessarily needing own diffusion, she was like Amazones, though under her space suit, she had dissatisfied smart in perfect abstinence.


Though, she needed to suppress her own jetting libido, though she somehow, was fighting carnal everything in extremely limited condition.
Then, one aged bureaucrat who served for Mars investigating exploration project leader status tried to prepare for herself one very convenient dildo controllable by herself, taking trouble for pioneering so precisely to make FB86 use it so easily, casually.
Through comnanding her members, completed it was provided to FB86 prior to rocket launching, so secretly.


I at the matter of fact, got a few chance to watch that appearance at so sneaky timing sought after by me.
Because necessarily, I was interested in my woman's daily diffusing method as one of privileged different gender citizen(not only just sacrifice of scientific progress necessity).
That tool's texture was seen almost identical with real man's it in swelling and tangibly known strength and skin confirmable resilient toughness.


I knew her the time's appearance at both first half and last half of space voyages from the earth to Mars.
Heading and returning mission voyage constantly accompanied the tool to solve her frustration.


She covered her attending towel at her lower part of her body.  That used material was composed resin, she did it by herself compensating my touching to her body absence.
After going to bed time, sporadically, I secretly half opened my eyes, confirmed her masturbating appearance through her hands hidden above that towel whis was either resin used one.


Those moments' her expression was impressed by my memory, those time's her it was constantly so killed intoxication in reminiscence of our night bed time playing. Her ecstatic dreamy half opened, half closed eyes in which pupils widely opened in absorption.


Just only one time, accidentally, my eyes opened moment and her opened eyes' were crossed synchronically, that moment, she consciously threw me her tacit sign for telling her frustrated sign to my eyes in drought body for absence of her desirable satisfactory days. I certainly watched her eyeline and either she at a glance gazed at my eyes. That was so momemtary and touchy action to me, rather impressive so strongly to me. Tacit sign to me for telling her smart in her internally hugging I surely witnessed so at a moment.
These so hell demoniac reality proved either FB86 belonging woman dominating earth was so the toughest environment.


Though, consequently, over all mission term, my mind necessarily made regenerate her that time's her subtly silently spoken still resistance from woman womb's to my bureaucratic male gender's officially intended own cold-blooded behavior. And she knew only robot tasty procured servant as slavery used satisfying guys clandestinely readied only for privileged ones like FB86.


Mars exploration project prompted her made me make up my mind to prohibit our mutual intercourse.
Even I was her husband, we were mutually astronats team members.


In general, wife and husband relationship is obliged to control spontaneously in almost silent force because of Sumire's presence.
Beforehand our first half voyage project beginning, for her, diffusing necessity was only requesting favorite professional host for controlling her desire either like any other soldier except her.

Spetialized Police organization one officer FB86 was, in the women manageable genuinely exceptional character human society, probably, procured only for insemination object abiding guys are just only health condition and not extrovert behavior, in other words, never social, that nature and featured character ones are qualified, at least at the world I accidentally warped from mainly guys dominant world for ordinary us, these realities must never be really presented even in probability.


Nevertheless, at so severe intellect necessary high class bureaucrats circle's features are to some extent, not sturdy spirit and only vanity abiding motivated reason dominantly overspreading their reality could be positive case and my now wandering world was just its negative embodiment.

Because FB86 was national security police belonging crew and necessarily, her mission consisted in probably for controlling different dimensional world as my ever belonging one, in these logical deliberately process proved that at the matter of fact, my wandering to the world could have been not first out of the blue case (necessarily, neither did I have no clarified idea around women dominant globe's truth).


In fact, I'd never looked at any guy in the world since I was warped into it.

Though macho typed guys' host was only my own fantasty.

However, if they truly advantageous presence, artificial insemination needs so healthy fuclty and not LGATQ nature abiding qualification must have been kept so integral. 

Incemination object qualified condition was probably so severe. Just because of its severity of standard, perhaps, FB86 tasty cool female combat fighter qualified national police and self diffence military soldiers could have been provided in women dominant world I just warped from our familiar normal world.

Only public servants own nature was holding common elements.


(Irregularly continued)





Sep. 11, 12th.  2022