According to various previous researches, voyage for return was thought given so smooth running, though we as FB86, Sumire and I had almost no anxiety around the return voyage's safety.

In fact, we all could be engaged in precisely indicated any procedural working in our space ship, so at mutually trustful concentration.

Kaede was getting so stable at walking by herself, we could confirm so, as a parent, I was able to concentrate my mission routine, spiritually though totally the space travel was so fortunately felt at least to me. 

I had some unexpectedly so detached mental mind around otherwise, what I'd spent left all lifetime span only at women dominant the twins one earth to mine ever I belonged to, as to me, normal one despite of my true return to original earth could not come true, and to those my own minds, another myself could be seen observing all processes so objectively, and interpret it so coolly, to its thing I had my mind apathetically shocked to my not bluffing mentioning not so flabbergasted state of mind.

Our reacting mission working toward sent messages from the earth control tower was so well running at our very composed posture to duty.

Those days, my mind could concentrate my working contents in no dissatisfaction around my left whole life which could stay at women domimant earth as twin one with my belonging original earth(at least to me, not to us), otherwise my own warped process done reality.

From the beginning, I had never met any other guy, though already at my return voyage mission I completely had lost any emotion to contradictory contact's absence to any guy in spending so long period, to it, I had some objectively very detached or merely coolly indifferent interpretation.

From the earth control tower, now and then situation and happening things on women dominant world were transmitted on visualized and sound effective images.

Various typed images of nature environment women who enjoyed at game corner at some arcade on holidays or so as animation sent from control tower, all these could be seen that my own home country's appearance as the nature of totalitarianism was associably conceived in my mind.

My country's bubble times' own frentic discotique gathering in midnight time with massive preppy gals dancing on centrally set stage griping own folding fan.

Yes, sure from this moment on, I'd spend my life's left all days only at enjoying at staying, settling with only women, so decedent life spent, my idea started to conceive these carnal ideas, taking advantage of being the sole guy in wonen dominant earth.

From the beginning, my fuculty must have only limited power to make my fate changed from those days' situation.

However, in fact, once attending mind made up by myself, to my figure, I'd discovered another myself to get life view detached so objectively in looking over cooler myself, at that moment, I made up my another mind of mine never to take what I'd retrurn to originally my belonging earth into account for remained left time.

That was my latter half my voyage attending my mental figure.

Two months passing since these moments almost under control at previously set schedule, my emotional mood was colored only safe return to the earth in women managing.

We all had to break through stratosphere for returning to the earth land. Only the matter was the discipline to our team.

All four stood by reacting impulsive wave made at breakthrough, making each stomach vigor to resist externally given physical pressure, just calmed our bodies down at each in meditation.

The moment came to us. That was completely different bodily tangible acceptance from extremely externally receiving strengthened physical power.

In our space ship, indirectly, delivered impulsive power, all four us rather tried to leave all senses behind that wave the tasty own solidality was made shared for four, for the first time, since we had space voyage.

(Irregularly continued)

Sep. 16th. 2022