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I feel like I met You Once Somewhere Part17

Surely, the last month's my visit to three beautiful waterfalls sightseeing locations were so exciting experience to me for easimg my own job routine giving stressful mind. Those spots are well-known to any history mania for its middle ages' spiritually those days' worriers training spots and the object had been fixed serially to these days.

Those mountainous twisted routes abiding own geographical environmental conditions which make many kinds of mosses gave me so meditative mind in introspecting around thad time running from the past to me to the future.


Because I am engaged in creating computer terminal usage attending own hacking virus removing soft product's programming, I constantly have own view around these days' people's specified emotionally potentially keeping stressful and spiritually exhausted mind and mental saneness sustenance in difficulty.


These days, we can easily be heard of very frequently impulsively done atrocious gun shooting crimes with personally negatively motivated irritated spirit full throttled mad and manic sprinting worldwide synchronic outbreaks' own common cause could have been communicatively stressful daily reality's compulsory obsession. 


Because my job busyness these days robs my daily wish for taking part in that "Supa-dandy", but since this year's new year's gathering, I sometimes got mails from the unit's members at each occasion, other members.

After all, only shouting, screaming to the blue skies or so must get rid of mind's accumulated dregs and emancipates our smothered immanent spiritual ideas and mindful forms to the nature air.


In fact, kind of desperation must have been outputted by many informative obliged made odd ideas, inputted data references necessity or so.

Additionally, very frequently necessarily heard news reported contents or so must have made sedimentation around unsolved items own noises to anybody.


In other words, U○A's several serially taken place gun shooting murder cases somehow mentally impacted C○n○d○'s brothers simultaneous murder and fugitive case potentially through some inputed reported content, and necessarily, those seriate plural cases in chain reaction awareness at memorized sedimentation could have triggered e.g. ex-police officer's infantile institution's very violent gun shooting murder case consequently made him kill wife and son in conclusion in Th○○l○nd's so shocking case, otherwise we'd assume these mentally subconsciously relevant associable actuation.


E.g. in ○r○n, strictly traditionally conventional scarf wearing harsh instruction made one lady whose beautifully shot profile photograph providing impression through mass-communication journalism's propaganda impressed many domestic people with what even usually not that angry citizens could be instigated at pulling own anger which was accelerated to associably made information, and subconsciously made mitigating necessity to daily stoicly controlled mind out of the blue (could have) erupted to superficially compensating demanding, then very many citizens could be attracted at taking part in resisting citizens' street demonstration against very strictly controllable governmental religious supreme priest in subconscious emancipation to their daily mind's stress, though, fundamentally that dragging material is anytime so just randomly arbitrary, they demonstrators are alright at opting that material in any object because they only need some action mobilizing convenient opportunity.


Additionally, these all subsequently taken place incidents were identified with each other at similarly in reported journalism's globally interlocked networked realities.



I recollected that one younger primary school female teacher's threatening job mission breaching in disturbance of interlocked order by very younger female school teacher dropped bleach into culdron for pupils' school lunch of curry menue. The motif was that her hope to be left charge of that class annually continuously was declined by school teachers' management by veteran school teachers. But her indecent action was perfectly at devoid to her affection to her once left pupils.  


The incidentally reported news was heard to me after about two weeks later after I headed for these three waterfalls zones.


In other words, socially covered any informative and intelligent knowledgeable and notional classified categories acknowledged commonsense around job responsibilities were taken by mindful shortage. Only short-circuit thinking could dominate very many ordinary socially surviving adults citizens.


I was spending those days mainly at my home for professional programming work after climbing that three waterfalls featured mountain paths.


The mountain restaurant and souvenirs shop lady owner was probably older than me. But very her beautifully attractive appearance was frequently regenerated in my mind's flashback.


At that my temporarily staying time, at our dialogue with her, she mentioned that the three waterfalls featured mountain was controlled by one very veteran and superior lumberjack old one, and with his smart control toward that mountainous sightseeing zone in very efficient and effective artificial foresting wisdom and its appropriate works by him.


I after some while, wanted to climb and contact those zone for regenerating my own savage sensing, instead of "Supa-dandy"'s own ejaculating opportunity.

Of course, I either wanted to come back to my beginning that strange circle only for crying out frustration to nature environment began.



(Irregularly continued)




Oct. 12th.  2022