Time consciousness coule never given inherently nor congenitally.

Because probably, to us, words communication and learning to own language abiding our civilization's order sustained by social reason.

Though, necessarily, to us, being conscious about something means that our consciousness is awaken to reasoned view's belief which is held at our learned matters in childhood.

And, just with the consciousness, we can easily draw any time abiding own life view and order in which we can think in using words.

Though at least to us in daytime awakened time, being conscious about anything in watching, thinking is based on "now" attending consciousness.

Though, necessarily, we can deduce that our clearly admittable and certainly recognizable mind in conscious about consciousness we can easily hold in mind means "now"'s own presence in awakening and noticing in serially continuously running own awareness around being on "myself".

Though, necessarily deductively our own consciousness as very perceptively clarified own "myself" identified mind and its undoubtedly seen certain mind's awareness necessarily makes us generally given, meant, identified "now"'s notice and own time ordered consciousness we can use it in any idea mobilized in mind.

Because necessarily we can know intrinsically that our own life is never everlasting running paralleled with universe's time, it must end, it absolutely expires sometime in another day in never so further future.

Though, whole these mutually relevantly jointed own totalled and entirely conceivable mind makes us "now" as both generally consistently given it, our personally conscious each it and very notionally and conceptually conscious it too, very simultaneously.

In other words, being given "now" means knowing the time running must end sometime in future as the knowledge of our lifetime truth.

Though, essentially, each "now" consciously aware and noticeable to us means that we know our own time in now's consistently serially running and in its not ceased and not jumped until we personally die in awareness arg consciousness and the mutually unseparable mutual relevantly made joint, entirely simultaneously gotten our own grasping and its admitting mind means "now" and its irresistible and universally serially running means our own "life" and also its making "time" in life.

That cyclic associable mind makes us consciousness as "now" in time running "for us" and its deductively drawable own time systems by themselves in premised condition in life.

And, unexpectedly, except our emotional and mentally concentration abiding consciousness's arrangement or so, at these serially and relevantly jointed truth, "space" itself could not interact those mutually concerned wholly totalled time consciousness.

Because "space" by itself is more extrinsically relevant our externally attending condition.

Though, unexpectedly, at daily our consciousness, time is strictly consciousness abiding no switchable mind's running oriented own base, but space is constantly very arrangement abiding own concretely mobilized coordinating necessity dependence abiding element in our own time running abiding "life"

Though, metaphysically and our life view necessarily time is life's essence. And space is eternal our concretely made consciousness's friend, fellow, company and partner as the "biggest".

(Irregularly continued)

Oct. 18th.  2022