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I feel like I met You Once Somewhere Part20

My scheming fishing fraud prevention soft consequently got a going permission sign to market made by my manufacturing managing chief.


And it had some my outputting trick that the users ofmy soft (for preventing fishing fraud) could try to that fraud acting to any other terminal user for arbitrary cheeting to the one's terminal precipitated into a malfunctioning, the terminal itself will be malfunctioned by own equipped machanism.


However, that is the last conclusion, previously, only at first trial, soft by itself warns in emergency alerting signifying message words displaying, "If you try to make fraud to any other one, this computer will be malfunctioned immediately."


Though, according to what that soft equipping reality means, any user's own wicked bullying will will be controlled by my pioneering soft's own program.

Because if the user of that alerting message displaying terminal trierg to continue to that wicked act, my prevention soft by itself will make the terminal's whole systems under uncontrolled.


Though, necessarily, my pioneering soft's users for preventing any hacking cheeting from executing the offending must prevent either the user from the same wicked act to any other user with innocent ones and not that ones.


My motivated mind for programming was certainly intended to get both any hacking act made from outside and the machine user's own cheeting mind perfectly controlled by my scheming mechanical system of machine.


In fact, if first trying act could get the user have uncontrollable machine's reality must be too severe to use it so easily. Though, not defiantly severely, but relatively softened manner warning must be smartly effective, at least to my subjective idea, that cushioning device was seen appropriate and more effective to beginners of my pioneering soft customers for me when I was engaging myself in home work for programming.


My those days' mainly addressing content was that breacher's very easily wicked whim could be made by anyone, though anybody must have some unnecessary mind's unnecessary negligence and own carelessness we are frequently prone to conceive in mind. And that must be safe at limiting the idea only in imagination, but unexpectedly anybody could easily fall into that whim setting on hell. To those all negative factors extermination was my these days' own mind conceiving idea and subject.


Because I was suffering from many recent taken place events' providing own shocking impression and that mind was those days' "Supa-dandy"'s own circle main intention was seen so mutually relevantly to each other, in other words, these days' all globally shockingly heard news telling own human acts must be derived from very unnecessarily frustrated mind.

I had some conviction that mutually never irrelevant matters' deriving all events' substantially intrinsically attending issue around our mind's shadow and negatively embodied shocking incidents are the main object for human society ov these days in synchronically realtime paralleled reality.


And also I'd had many unsolved frustrated minds and own impulsively almost rarely jetting or emitting mind must pulled myself into taking part in "Supa-dandy"


And for busyness of my professional job, my human network accidentally I obtained ever was to some extent diffused, thought I instantly lost the chance to scrdam loudly in openedrd space in spring and summer seasons, but occasionally, even in winter I also took part in doing so. But these days I'd got it lost, though before calling the "Supa-dandy"'s members again, I as some spontaneous routine, at job doing empty time I started to look for the best space for shouting and ejaculating in open air not having anyone get some nuisance at spending daily living.


At sunny day, at empty time freed from routine job doing, I tried to seek after the best conditioned place for only shouting when I headed for the area seen sparce at having coming and going by any people.


At any walking occasion, I unconsciously was dragged into spontaneous unconscious looking for abandoned zone from anyone in human society.


In fact, to my mind, even at addressing to and grappling with main my job, the spirit shared with "Spa-dandy''s members was never disappearing so completely.

Even if the one is on an intention to control like psychiatrists, the one must have the same mentality with pathologically diagnosed one as patient at madhouse and ordinary hospital.


In other words, savagely wanting impulse for screaming anarchy content and physiologically dragged own desirable mind must never discriminate diagnosing professional ones and ordinarily receiving diagnose and medical examination.

Because that never divided essence must be the human presence's intrinsic nature.


And one day, I had come across another very unforgettable person in my life. 

That was several days after I got permission to supply my programming formula and basic idea at visiting that manufacturing company's manager for submission to him my reformable program, when I for a change visited to adjacent town from my residence.


(Irregularly continued)


Oct. 24th.   2022



Appendix; After all, even at global society, executing war President and very impulsively executable impulsive violent criminals with gun shooters and Psychiatric patient's mind are all very closely mutually approached. And these mutual contacting nature is almost shared either by writers, academicians, musicians with composers, artists and necessarily singers, actors and actresses.


And, essentially, at very tiny whim about doing cheeting and wicked act and Psychiatric pathological mind and spirit are mutually very closer and crossed nature attending. Very atrociously offending impulsive crimerg are all some very negative fruit by many small cheating attending whimsical cheeting and wicked mind in synthesis with some small triggering occasion.


Additionally, rather ordinarily very reason attending ones and very smartly dealing ones are either very dangerous. The ones who believes that the one is very normal must be very dangerous.

Rather, from very daily reality, the ones who are aware of own pathological elements are to some introspective extent so ordinarily normal or safer, rather very self-confident ones at usually attending consciousness in believing in perfectly sane and normal are rather very dangerous.