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Sea of Woman Part 38 Return and Loss ⑯

We consquently got Cul Michael's promise to confirm how we could take some appropriate residence to settle.
He talked to us that his mother is K○r○○n older eras' worriers' pedigree and his father was a matador came from Sp○○n, and he was surviving the world with justice principle for rescuing all human presence.


He additionally promised us that if we'd find the proper job and until he'd know his mentioning residence could be sent us possibly or not, he'd maje a chance to us for staying at his own apartment room he used only for his job he could do by himself for a while.
We headed for that building in no stopping at locomotion.


His introducing his apartment loft room was too big to use only for job by one person.
Since we'd come back to my original world, as the person we could feel some warmer affection, he was second one next of that old lady tailor.
According to his saying, that prlmary school teacher was enemy country's sleeping undercover who had been staying at my country.
Anyway, I told my mind to have maximal vigilance when I'd watch any other one in now my original world.


That day, we four were so tired, though, after taking dinner faster than usual, quickly went to bed at the night.


At next morning, I put on TV put in the room, astonishingly, new reporting program made on air around shooting battle between visitors of the hotel as R○ss○n espionage undercovers and J○p○n's specified object intended mocile troopers as mechanized unit and police's another professional riot police squad through hotel's windows as they besieged that building and made visitors of it hostage. This is genuinely taking place in contemporary age.


However, to my original home country's attending event as so exceptionally violent incident, I watched all sequence so coolly with another myself's personality as somehow betraying pure-hearted myself with three female ones through eyes which caught all of those matters in vision to regard my original home country as another dimensional world as if being at foreign country, staying perfectly abroad, hearing all news reports with that mind.
That was another discovery to me as being myself.


Next morning, I in four together had breakfast catering by hotel, and went out from there leaving three in the room, spent several hours outside, I contacted Mr. Michael through my mobile phone for asking circumstance of his seeking job for us, I either by myself tried to get a job chance with several methods, Mr. Michel consequently told me to wait for next day. I by myself tried to get some useful information to gather in internet requesting sites or magazines reference and walking many areas. Any zone was seen so anxiously noisy and screwed up. And at evening I went back to the hotel three stayed. I spent time at four together.


Shooting battle was never ceasing even at the time passing through more to next morning, the phase was moving into long term never easily solved situation.


In our watching, reporting image's running for a short second, we certainly discovered the young intelligently seen man who tried to attack FB86 with his gun on rooftop of capital hall in jammed crowd looking over the shooting battle around the miserable site as the forefront line of them.
I with S umire and FB86 watching to each other and sighed at deep breathing in and out.


At now, my accidentally returned in warping the land ever my well-known world's aspect attending and there unimaginably exceptionally deployed things to come up to us all.
Nevertheless, already my mind's share was more dragged to that women dominant world at bigger parts in my mind. I was certainly awakened among watching the serially kept merciless incident on TV, even I wanted to go back to that women dominant world.
Because there as long as I followed the world's manner, only my own life must be safer, but now at my staying my original home world was utterly different.


(Irregularly continued)




Oct. 25.,26th.  2022