(Subsequent Aquil's description)

Any belonging one must not follow any deviant one in unit's own convention. In other words, any sheep losing sight of the one's herd must be isolated, none the less, to some extent, anyone could be that deviant sheep, and the one who is allowed to be perfectly isolated is nothing but Allah.

My locomotion was besieged only by mud, nevertheless I'd be accustomed by any desperately sufferable situation, and that was why I was applied by my great French cap in his undercover activity mamagement to professionals. He'd known to any human resources procurement, but that view necessarily was applied either to Charlie Craig. That structure was done to assassinated my first guru, anyway, I either was trained so desperately to survive even midst completely critically no help provided desert. Though to me, even completed mire in long distance running ditch was relatively so easy to me, even at that desperate situation as violent and maximally strict chasers, far from it, even breathability was kept with sustainable my own instantly made straw by my anytime attending vinyle on my belt for my waists for emergency, but probably several hours must have passed, though midnight must be upcoming.

In fact, only drainagd running through border from P○k○st○n to Ir○n.
I was constantly attending own small pills as substitute for taking food and compass and even Craig was seen generous at looking over my emergent equipped tools for me who was fainting away by his will to restrict me, because his aim for arresting me was testing my own ability to survive the harshest crisis, though necessarily his final object was never killing me, though he even knowing my vinyl besieging my waists and compass. Because he wanted to employ me.

Nevertheless, now that I once had some actuated mind to be employed by Craig, I'd never complete my great cap French jew, though, after consequently I'd survive that situation, subsequently I'd quit my belonging team operated by great French cap, I certainly made up my mind to resign my position that time I owed.
But no matter what happened to me, I had to once return to P○k○st○n for telling it to my boss.
For accomplishing so, I had to survive until returning to P○k○st○n○ stronghold for our team, never being liquidated.

My heading border through drainage was seen taking detour for both dealing with even in gentleness of plain dominant,c but relativey complicated geographical conditioned and additionally necessarily for preventing any border breaking refuge, exhile from passing through underground drainage for any those trying one.

However there must never be any drainage which could never go for destination. I had no mind's room for checking my terninal mobile phone, any supremely convenient tool for emergency must be useless at desperate breakthrough of countries' border. Gradually only coldness and hunger was occasionally assaulting my body and emotion. Only my attending nutrition condensed pills in my wallet was the sole my accompanying food.
Coldness surviving tool to me was my mind's hurrying but simultaneously even passionate feelings at being not be survived by nature and reality's restriction to me, though step by step, long running detour taken border breakthrough drainage's ending location approached me who was only creeping in drainage mud.
Because suddenly an acutely curved angled location came across my creeping condition.
At last, my long desperate creeping travel's destination was approaching to me.

For how long distance I was spending my maximal vigor and costing my stamina and potential energy physiologically and spiritually?

Even in so exhausted body, in seing that my breaking through point was approaching even with condition as preventively done in so deeper dug tunnel was serially jointed to sudden raising point, I tried to inject my immanent power mobilized for climbing acute angled drainage's near ground surface point.
Then, after passing the most wearisome point, out of the blue, my body mobilized power was resumed at full throttled state, because my mini grass for shielding mud from invading my eyes dimly but simultaneously certainly got dawn light's awareness. Though my left last power was aiming at arriving at I r○n○○n territory.

My head was gradually converted angle acutely done according to approaching the ground surface and my face was reaching to the mud liquid surface of drainage's opened parts and pulling through all those conditions, my eyes and brain perception completely diffused any small tiredness.

There was some desolated but relativey more sophisticated, otherwise a little bit culturally civilized own flat field emptiness was opened at least to that moment me. That was my first experiencing arrival to Ir○n territory. 

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After vigilantly confirming any angle for knowing anyone who could catch my presence in opened part of that so longer drainage's ditch, I boldly made my body coming-out to I r○n○○n territory.

I for a while  made my own stepping heading for town which was relativey expectable even to me as first arrival to the country. 

I sometimes stopped my walking and ate my equipped pills accompanied in my wallet and looked around all angles for knowing certain town located place's direction. Though obviously seen town visualized symptoms emerged in front of my eyes.

And that was unexpectedly noisy and simmering boiling atmosphere town hem. And necessarily that abnormally seen omen was intended at attending human socially anxious something and I quicly knew that that country's surrounded own situation. 
Because some tensed atmosphere was witnessed at any people coming and going around there and necessarily that must have been caused from one beautiful younger woman's acutely given instant death in detention by military police at this country.

(Irregularly continued)

Oct. 30th.   2022