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Learning in God's Affection Ⅴ

What we can have gratitude in God's affection is the thing as our mind, our will and our future prospect can have gratified emotion.

Then the truly convincing structural mechanism consists in our mind's accompanying own dimension that to what we'd have gratitude toward God's affection, we can thank in truly honest gratitude. That simply means our own notion which transcends our setting rationalism.


Procedural ideas and logics can be devoted to some identity to produce us these things. And the belief's essentially differentiated own nature which differs not only cause but also reasons is not materialized at our mind's conviction nor merely materialized proof.

Not that materialized our mind by itself rather outputs own world, we could say.


Asking God, having its notion and questing mind to God proves our own love to God. The mind parallels rationalism which consists in science as the definite home to us.


Our own ideas are all not only being had in mind but also being guided by these guiding substances.

These encountering things could never be done by only our own efforts. Because what efforts make us is very restricted.

Not appropriately mentioning it that we can have, rather it's appropriate to mention it that we can be merely guided into its own advent.


It must mean advent of people, person, each it of words, it of landscape, it of one specific nature of time, our own emotional mind to what makes us advent and introspective consideration toward those, all those makes us advent and awareness in awakened mind's reality.


Mind, body, idea and consideration, each is every individual, but anything could be unified in one phase, though serially made circulated and all are having no ceasing constantly.


Not having, being had by another one nor forcibly given to us, in having at obliged state, being and doing birth to us, being wiped out from our site in serially done connection, we all are put in these chains. We walk spontaneously even in sleeping, having no pause, these phenomenal things mean true encounter and continuation.

Its essentially different from our mind's stratum which discriminates connection and abstraction, our own containing to universe and world in encounter and intersection.


There are words, actions, expressions to there, accepting and working out to them as environmental everything in totalled dimension.


Border, discrimination and presumption are not discerned subjective asking thing.


Confirming these with our own eyes, acceting these are not consisting in relevantly acknowledged subject nor predicate, nor active or passive in discrimination.

Hight nor low, no difference between time and space.

Because people mutually meet, talk and love possibly in reality.

To them all, how can we find another comprehension except through just "miracle"?


God could be interpreted by what our mind makes us but simultaneously what we'd confirm with eyes in watching advent, we'd formulate it so.

We otherwise are made by our mind autonomously and we are never discriminated in undoing space nor time.

Though, being at a stretch in simultaneity not phase advance nor time stepping ordered totalled ideas and acting, otherwise emotion and action at a stretch made in advent, and catching them all momentarily, in those all, if we find God, these processes in encountering and crossing together must be belonging to God, we'll articulate them all so.


Because to those all, we'd never be able to resist nor doubt so essentially.


(So far, once ending, but another day, the propositional questing could resume.)





Nov. 15th. 2022 from originally written in Japanese at Nov. 11th. 2022