When I was born, you had not stayed home to me with my mom.

To me, you used to be just only a man whose story had been told by mom around you whose meeting was recollective to her.

My mom was coming to my country by herself three decades and several years ago, from reverse side of this globe by herself.

When I was born in this country, and while I was a child whose mom was foreigner to this country and her lover was absent after left my mom before I was born.

Not long after dad in law was found to my mom, but my mind's any problem had been unsolved for so long years.

My staying place had been anytime close place with each occasion another partner for several years. After a while, another my home with my mom and her livelihood reliant step father was made for us.

With those circumstanced my life half former was passing from me and my mom, and I had many job concern human network in those days after I got to be an adult woman. 

That was almost identical with my mom's it for raising me until I was gotten to be adult.

But now my easy time in my life is nothing but a night time with you.

Certainly my life now satisfies my mind than any my old days, you know.

But its reality has no guarantee to be running for long years.

Though please tell me pseviously at least your child's name at the case of boy and girl before you'd leave us behind !

And we as I and now my baby in my body won't be at any trouble for calling the one for me and being called by me for the one, even if you'd be absent from our home like constant absent my dad for me, for my child as yours.

(Irregularly continued)

Jan. 20th.     2022