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Mirage Out of the blue Floating in front of My Eyes // Climax chapter to Finale L'.

Our missioned team's Th○○l○nd Northen area as we could look over adjacent M○mm○r's B○g○(P○g○) state and Ch○ng M○i's a little bit Southern zone's Th○nlw○n Myit's both countries territory's hem crossed area staying period just over two months expiration and at three months beginning term, we all entered.


But our the regional staying reason was never accidentally given, never yet, very necessary deployment around my operating unit's identity abiding to some extent destined thing.


Because those areas or larger extent regional zones are traditionally our mission's main target Charlie Craig's syndicate's instituting reason and process relevant geographical location.


For a while, let's have some necessary explanation around Charlie Craig's illegal business launching moment and some vitally positioned reason to involve him with that business.


He resigned his S○l○c○n V○ll○y's programming newly developed innovative institute organization at 20century's epilogue term was replaced with great success obtaining ones and not that won parties were obviously visibly cognitive term. Necessarily B○ll G○t○s was one of former belonging representative and Craig was necessarily latter ones' it.


None the less, even if he was won player, his given retirement money was never few, far from it, only he had never become G○t○s, only that losing substance. He was either belonging to W○○d-St○ck generation.

He in fact after resignation of his S○l○c○n V○ll○y's position, traveled to whole S○th○rn As○○ zones for merely amusing object and mood change for his next launching for his business.


He particular was interested in M○○mm○r and Th○○l○nd. And necessarily, by and large, these areas with L○○s were even these days already very well-known at G○ld○n Tr○○ngl○.

And specifically, our long staying zone's adjacent Sh○n state in M○○mn○r was those days already getting so great fame around narcotics materials cultivation.


While he was staying in Th○○l○nd for vacation amusement, he necessarily knew very many illegal narcotics cultivation and producing, selling, dealing route establishing underground organization's presence in relatively early times of his entertainment staying in that country.


Those days' his mind had some convinced idea that ideology thing is the thing which mainly powerless people as citizens are apt to persist in unnecessarily. And simultaneously he those days had another idea. It was that power is very indispensable for survival, but its structural default is ungenerous nature at recognition around a criteria given to ordinary people.

In other world, carnally credible criterion is just only result, as fruitful achievements, and with a tiny that gap, global society was giving only G○t○s, J○bs and W○zn○○k, or so those days. That evaluation system does never discriminate circle's difference.


When he was fed up with spending epicurean tasty consumptive life mode at vacation for a praise to long days institute's pioneering programming mission, he met a very darker arcade's one small bar (otherwise, that K○rd○sh militia soldier's sweetheart T○rk○sh lady's managing saloon at deep nighttime at one day. That time zone was approaching closed time, though very few people at anywhere. In relatively spatially relaxed and classically chic and gorgeous atmosphere lounge in bar, one middle aged Asian gentleman was by alone sitting on one chair along bar counter.

Afterwards, he knew that he was so famous underground business's sovereign or monarch as afterward very globally gotten well-known to global community, K○n-S○. 


"He was born between Ch○n○s○ father belonged in army's 9○ unit(or coups) and their concealing regional zone's minority race's one typically interspersed ethnic one Sh○n's mother. ✴️

His father was engaged in liberation army's activity as Ch○n○s○ N○t○○n○l○st Party in main mother country exhile obliged stated rout concealment stronghold located main region. The unit was concealing themselves at Sh○n tribal ethnic ones mainly settling zones, and necessarily to raise funds for that militia army activities sustenance, his father either worked for opium cultivation (though, that army was called also "Op○○m Army, or N○rC○t○cs Army)."


Craig was sitting on a chair installed in front of bar counter, and that bar lounge's master old lady(as the same Sh○n tribal identified) asked him his order, and he immediately responded saying to her, "Bourbon." though she instantly served it to him, he was a little bit interested in adjacent staying Asian old man, but that time because of his very busy visiting schedule consumptive whole day exhaustion, he wanted to speak nothing. And he simply concentrated his consciousness only to drinking. Though, out of the blue, adjacent seated a little remotely sitting one very impressive Asian older man was speaking to Craig.

That timing was so suddenly that Craig was a little bit astonished at his mind, but simultaneously, since he entered in enough larger bar lounge only with him and that old man except that older lady bar madam, he tried to listen to his talk, though he made his sitting posture leaned on speaking that old Asian man.


That was very naturally dragged it, not so consciously intentional with that moment his mentality.

Asian old man was seen almost Ch○n○s○, but Craig that time had some awful impression around his appearance as some threatening atmosphere to anyone around him.

Being silent and only Craig's exciting breathing was echoing around his sitting position.

Then, that Asian old man suddenly started to talk to Charlie Craig, additionally in English.


" Hey, here gentleman, is some interest around me in your mind."

Craig was a little surprised at being heard the voice of the old man.

Those days, Craig was 40th half former days, meanwhile that K○n-S○ was 60th counterpart of Craig.

Craig anxiously asked him, "Hey, old man, you had so tough road and those piled now so strict status, (he suddenly recollect some ever watching articles and news reporting content, then his name emerged in his mind, then he asked him, "Excuse me, are you Mr. K○n-S○?"

To his that sudden guesting, that old man bluntly replied "Yeah."

Craig recollected that he certainly was at younger days, so active and harshly dangerous activist as guerrilla ring-leader and these days legal business manager.

But he more than that collecting and daringly identifying, his words were never continuing. Because he was at younger generation so violent guerrilla in M○○n○r's jungle, necessarily he either killed many hostile ones. However, that was very exceptional opportunity to ask anything around so emergent situation's effective evading method to him, he decisively questioned him talking like next, 

"How's your feeling when you murdered hostile soldiers for your credible mind?"


To it, he, for a while showed Craig some considerable expression and slowly replied to him.

"Surely, for the first time, very disturbed at keeping ordinary mind, but simultaneously, I constantly had maximal attention and carefulness only to my colleagues as comrades. Though that mind helped my confused mind for spiritual recovery."


That time Craig must have some his idea. That could have been for me, recollective mind around my grandpa's ethnicity Jew's so famous philosopher Emmanuel Levinus's text one phrase.🌟

"My scapegoat confirming thing is not my presence's peculiarity, that irreparable nature. My peculiarity of my situation as hostage consists in evading concept, concept suddenly gives me framework and establishes myself."

Otherwise he could have some so serious associable mind around his own life religion or philosophy.

However, to Craig, that time's very short occasion to face so famous great business person as ex-guerrilla activists ringleader.


Those all are my own inference around Craig's truly experienced facts dragging my impression to him, meeting to K○n-S○ was truly made fact for Craig. And upper all description was my totalled conjecture used any given data around Craig transmitted from Z and Y for my investigation.


Anyway, those days my addressing own missioned tasks' background must have those very sensitive Craig's mind and action motivation.


(Irregularly continued)





Mar. 4th., 5th.     2023


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