You show us some so sad and empty expression sometimes probably unconsciously.
The identity is not that well interpreted. But probably it'd be caused from your own unease and anxiety to your future.

Because you shoulder so heavy duty for global extent people. But rather thinking that not that interested one around your being could ease your lament in mind of you.

If you want someone to cling on to only at the moment you need someone and it'd be given to me, I with the maximal felicity and honor am pleased with being a knight only for you, but so invisibly encouraging your sad feeling as so abstinant and modest as almost awkward one.

You make various songs but as the same much as it, you listen to various songs sung by any other one.

But simultaneously you need to be listening to silence and easy calmness only peaceful landscape provides you.

I want myself to help you for obtaining those chances. Because you need to gaze at very many things in world for establishing your own lyrical and song melody and rhythm.

But simultaneously you need time to look over everything not so desperately at very relaxed and easy mind.

Anyway, my mind has no day in any time running no matter season I am obliged to welcome, without thinking of you, your appearance and your all doing.

I want me to be your easy knife and funny knight for pleasing you, anytime you want me to be beside you at so heavily tension holding time running.

Why I feel me so must be derived from my mind's definite reason in which no obvious cause could be found.

 As being simply only to you, intensified magnet power is easily sent to my mind's bottom.
That's the proof to be a knight for you. At least at my mind's hope to you. 

I'm not that unnecessarily vigilant at your reaction to me, even so bluntly taken is not that so conscious.

Generously abstinant and invisibly thought can be not that noticed to me, because if I'd be a convenient knight only for you, probably my life object and whole ideal must be accomplished almost whole ultimate aiming target.

Just I wanna serve my all only to you at my time running left to me as a honorable knight for you, you know.

Anyway, only the saying is left to my mind. "All I want is watching your satisfied expression beside me, and I can feel sensing to provide you truly easy feeling and calm mind through me and beside me.

Thank you so much again for making me that mind to you, anytime I whisper even if mutually remotely staying.

(Irregularly continued)

May. 20th.   2023

（To BE/D1/PBO)