To anybody ample deliberatively given condition must be none, because updating necessity is obsessively constantly assaulting to anybody's mind.
Though, after all, we'd be obliged to abandon any unnecessary persistence or kind of accessory tasty attachment should be invalidated.

Not only those but also, we are necessarily obliged to have multiple faces for survival in highly systematized civilization society, any human relevant business circle, academic one, any investment concern one has to take advantage of useful multiple personality like Billy Milligan, we should give up at pursuing only honesty lesson adaptable life course.

Where is your deliberative earnest substance, you cry in your mind to nobody.
None the less, you needn't to forsake any affectionate feeling and mindset, because also your strict humane idea is anytime arbitrarily switchable at any crowded and people staying jammed corner situation, your any manner is obliged to be indifferent and nonchalant at keeping enough courtesy around mutually crossings together, but only one small smile or tiny etiquette could be done in your own carefulness.  

In the end, you either are obliged to forsake only substance regarding maximal top priority, far from it, moreover you'd be obliged to apply any rationalized own smart abbreviating wisdom for protecting your own safer mentality, you know. 

Once upon a time, somebody could have said, life is comedy, and afterward, any other guy could have said, life is parody, but, rather we should enjoying at playing  Billy Milligan in any complicated city space or kind of too minute thinking circuit or accounting necessity. 

Because we have no option except abandoning any truly substance as myth in highly precisely programmed informative society.

Having no unnecessary attachment in mind and any wicked persistence in the bottom of our mind, because remorseful nightmare must affect tomorrow work's own nervous concentration.  

Probably, life is not comedy nor parody, but any other more simply plain presence as not so controrvatially sophisticated, as merely bluntly contacting own frank unexpectedly boredom time running.

Because if life could be constantly interesting and never made bored time running, how can we have calm minded time spendings?  

(Irregularly continued)

May. 27th.    2023