Domitory after all took his stance to pretend to be amnesiac around entering into Ukr◯◯n◯, and desperately pretending to be so and trying to have himself trained for rail switching job routine as physical labor power providing for the country and railroad company for popular people as users of trains and transporting any necessary material for nationally necessary products with imported and exportable them at loading them onto a freight car, as railroad transporting business as physical labor power provision, in it, he tried to forget any so sad departure anticipating day's very miserable sacrificing events of murdering girl and her father superior soldier's murder at shooting as irrestible protection to his life. That event traumatized nightmare frequently assaulted him. But either to those things, gradually Domitory had been accustomed with staying together with normally behaving effort.

At sleepind time at nighttime at labor dormitory, he occasionally necessarily nightmare around military departure time before night for sortie and occasionally Elenor's face as beautifully smiley her charming expression was recollected at his deeply immanence mind and own memory excited so specifically for his own desire around seeing her again in wishing.  

After all, he'd worked at so many railroad locations for installing rails set for promoting transportation of trains, constantly moving from East to West using procured buses, occasionally, on dispatched freit cars for locomotion from the dormitry closest railroad location to rail switching necessary one, all day he worked and again rode on bus standing by for transportation of labor power members.

His staying area was certainly evasive zone at least in terms of warfare directly affecting situation, but he had constant anxiety of his mother who was Ukrainian lady married with Russian man who was dead at sick. But Sankt Petersburg was relatively in terms of habitants ethnic composition, so diverse and almost ordinary European taste city and zones around central area for settling. Her settling zone was either for many Ukrinian citizens and Jew ones either. But he sometimes contacted her mother through his mobile terminal only through mail not using any utterance for vigilance not for being heard any individual conversation to any other dormitory's working fellow.    

To him, after going out from his country at the launching day for warfare, his nervously painful immanent minded days were seen very infinitely longer, but to him, both countries were definitely his own home country, however, to him, Ukrinian territory was almost foreign unidentified country land spiritually, but war between two countries had made him conscious about his ethnic identity so seriously.

And working as volunteer at city bombed zone, beginning term of war made global mass communications networked reality made so falsehood of propaganda, but unexpectedly, war was made so continuously hardly quitted. The miserable reality rather made first stage reporters' falsehood and hypocrisy were at least to Domitory seen so extremely superficially negative reality so much.    

Sortie commanded soldiers, ones who were counted as death toll all have been Ukrine and Russian ordinary innocent citizens, not upper class politicians nor bureaucrats, military officers. Certainly, in his mother country, he was heard any news reported contents through TV on air reality, but any reported content was seen so not convincing only so fake or kind of hypocritical nuanced reality. Set TV at dining room of dormitory was anytime made on and anybody was noticed to any news reported content, but at first stage of war, anybody was very ardently curious about war situation and mutual conversation was active, but after war launched, half a year had passed, gradually anybody was becoming so silent, apt not speaking anything, the essential change was visibly confirmed to anybody.

（Irregularly continued)

Sep. 26th.   2023