O was asked by old man to get new route pioneering for getting water and clothes. Usually old man was supplied water from every place he visited to obtain it, and with its any useful water, he will be supplied food or clothes in a route in exchange for giving that water and some useful medicines to any merchant settled at Pakistan. Old man had useful medicine procurement route. But these days he got so older, that business was left to O. O was attending not that exhausted physical ability and brain using negotiation. That his taken was highly evaluated by benefactor old man. 

After all, his India passing through route opting and executing were so spending unnecessarily long period, because India those the most Northern areas were so dangerous at passing through any zone. Because the old man was relatively very richer that any other same generation ones, though he could dispatch O at least with help of much money, but security and dangerous zone going through were another dimensional issue at least to O. But his own sturdy physical condition as not only shown appearance but also so really endurance keeping stamina and muscle strength were not that cheaper degree than any other guy as the same generation one.

O was relatively Saturday body holder, nevertheless, for old man, scooping any small quantity water and at not that drought dominant days, on the contrary at a stretch massive water bringing work had so harder muscle pain afterward over working time, but rather that must have been working out his insomniac habit, and rather the negatively regarded own daily routine had world so conveniently at India's the most dangerous zone traversing.

Arabic woman who was dead at Korean island was occasionally recollected at his mind, but really his these days standing situation is not that easy minded. Though he as much as possible tried not to have those days reminiscence around any negatively affecting sad memory or so. O was in turn bollowed by many journeymen for using own cart for locomotion to any crossroad for the last destination, of course some enough tip could be given to each journey men. The ethnic identity varied. And occasionally his well known words could be inserted, but that was anytime so partially.

But unexpectedly very little known words, mutually own emotion could have been least seen e.g. very hungry or very sleepy, those minimal desirable mind could be easily transmitted mutually. Though after all, O was in turn used that minimal conversation. And anytime only not that deliberately thinking moment must have been successfully running everything rather . And at no any useful chance to have conversation, rather O was knowing many things, that was what himan's the most important action is not so only language. But more expression, complexion, those own condition, that truth must have been installed at his mind bottom. 

He anyway only needed light sound, as so at darker night only that atomosphere was his only hopefully seen future. Any subtle light emitted from any shielded object, only the atmosphere was his only wish and hope. Because any subtle light has own echo, and some spoken words to our mind, anytime O was conscious about that thing. 

No matter how his locomotion road could be harder, he wanted to show his older benefactor  some massive thanking emotion and that deserving precious information around sustaining his left life for making it so happiest than ever. 

With helps of several Sherpa people with single man, or several family members, he after so long heavy road, Pakistan border zone was approaching in his view extent so vaguely, that was after he passed through border from Napal to India, three days. But it was luckier process than usual, because O was very already skillful at showing so modest attitude to any journeyman or woman. 

(Irregularly continued)

Nov.  16th.    2023