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Deserted Row Part2 / Chapter from Turbulent Small island to Sightseeing Spot of Foreign Country in Runaway①

He has no convincing idea around his life, he just has will and intention to survive and do something for it, for the present.
He usually frequently thinks that nobody has so convincing idea to convince that myself being meant to survive, coz nobody was born in no intention to demand to be born nor hoping to survive in world, anybody was born so out of the blue never noticed to be born.


He was born at the most prosperous city in continental mainland of his ethnic gigantic nation, his mother was dead soon after his birth, being watched by her husband as the incidental matter to make that younger one in question in life was characterized as family with father and son, his father had one daughter as this story’s young one’s sister with different mother, before he was born, necessarily his father divorced to his wife those days and he get re-married with second wife as his mother, but his mother as second younger wife than ex-wife was dead soon after she gave a birth to him and since the day, he and his father was destined to a family only with father and a son, his older sister was working at outskirt of the city, but she’d already married with her husband before the story’s younger one’s birth, thus he just once met her at holiday when he was junior high school student with his father of course after his mother died.


His speaking language according to his father who was born and raised at as that city, has been in home local dialect, but around the city he lived his father’s circumstance with his work as preparation and deployment of technical guidance plan for Food Processing Companies in the city and that city’s particular prosperous situation to gather so many areas’ employees and temporary staying business persons, thus so many different languages are used in universally the city’s corners, then naturally he after born and becoming primary student, learned several dialects used in the continental empire and he soon got his ability to use many languages with many words after junior high school age, with the required course with Freedom Respecting Nation or Queen’s Nation’s language universally used by numerous business persons and workers with nationalities.
His father was dead of cancer at his senior high school days, eventually he has now no one to count on, he must survive by himself, his father left words to him, “Be surviving so tough by yourself, never cling on to any stranger, find somebody whom you could trust and make him a friend or advisor to survive.”


That younger one is from continental mainland as planned economy implementing nation as so gigantic GDP acquiring empire but simultaneously beforehand of his now situation once belonging to politically and economically independent small island’s one of university of eight authorized by special municipal domain government officially, now after graduated from it and emergently comes to foreign sightseeing spot island as domain of brad-tailed shaped peninsula’s foretop democratic nation, coz his staying zone with his graduating university was in so terrible incidental emergency especially at university built zone with democratic demonstration toward conservative government to be at an attempt to be subordinate to continental mainland nation, of course that independent formed island’s governmental policy is according to mainland empire and admitting to implement the extradition to mainland police toward all offenders and the ones due to be regarded as political prisoners. Thus, that small islands’ university students were and still now going against that law with forcible authentic notification by mainland empire about half a year duration is never shredding even now in no omen.
He once felt so dangerous crisis to his survival coz he either participated in demonstration activity with his former alumni and encountering pals as students and activists advocating resisting students as habitants of that small island as an employees of Freedom Respecting companies or firms or another biggest independent island’s entrepreneur’s managing these works.
His demonstrating activity’s trigger was stretched by his graduating university’s seminar’s teacher as 20 generation male one, the younger one in question is now 23 years old and he was influenced to his older teacher around his idea of politics and economics as he was radically free in ideology to all their ethnic people’s future, he used to talk to him.
“Whatever we want to claim or suggest in protesting attempt, we should be calmed down by ourselves and absolutely according to all officially authentic procedure so reasonably, around its truth, the movement so turbulent incidental of many students and younger generation ones at Capital of mainland was failure to demonstrators coz their ideology and slogan was too purely honest to negotiate nor deal with the government so smartly in practicing and realizing really smart progress. Just we must deal with and practice and execute every claiming mission of us in so peacefully.”
He used to talk to him so privately after expiring his seminar at his working university to him.


With his words, he made up his mind to be participant to demonstration with placards raised by all participants at streets, for the first term comparatively so calmer state was kept by them and their watching police officers controlled by municipal government as Special Administration Region, but this democratic demanding students and citizens in demonstrating with the beginning of march was meeting watershed at June’s half term, with popping up the first death toll of younger students accidentally falling impacted by suppressing ranger police officers’ tear gas shooting, all demonstrators’ mentality was changed so necessarily, of course, before that incident, some were so extremely aggressive to all suppressing team members are existing but with its trigger, obviously two typed demonstrators were made divided together, one is extremely protesting violently struggling faction and second is originally motivated moderate dialogue demanding faction.
And for him, so astonishing fact, that university seminar teacher as temporary employee older than him was so gentle activist, but just before that first sacrificed one’s popping up, he showed so violently attacking to police officer accidentally met him, with so heavy club and stuck his stomach and head then that officer worn the heavy and thick protecting clothing was falling emitting blood from his head, neck and breast, he left that officer and at the moment, the youngest alumni at June just after certificate and he had already taken the entrance examination of the Graduate School and passed it and started to ready for entrance to it, but he was involved in demonstration acts with his influenced young teacher, but his true presence was so violently danger, he soon got him being so after he just by him witnessing his act when they all marched to police’s setting barricade, at the matter of fact, just after it, he in disappointment to his teacher additionally witnessed that rescuing team’s ambulance was arriving at the spot other students demonstrator’s laying in wounded state, just after the young rescue team member getting out of the ambulance was disclosed by other student’s demonstrator as the fake rescuer, at the matter of fact police ranger team’s arresting team member coz that disclosing students had clear memory of his face and identity, soon informing to other demonstrators of the student made all ones around him so excited to flame the ambulance injuring that fake rescue clue, eventually the ambulance was burnt out wholly with fist shot Molotov cocktail and oils readied by violent demonstrators’ faction.
In conclusion, the young alumni was participating another demonstrations continuously, but second chance to be beside his participating seminar teacher’s marching on the street, that teacher again violently attacked with club and his action was deployed with his action to strike the masked police officer to shoot tear gas with his face showered with flaming petrol previously he readied in his marching protecting clothing’s pocket, that all process was shot by seen police sided camera shooting clue dispatched by government top, chief secretary for Administration of the small island as Special Administrative Region of continental mainland empire, and he got to see that conspicuous intention of governmental sided ones with camera clue man, he immediately had an idea that his teacher was one of plant remembering his usual behavior to him, and in addition to it, his identity was recorded at the clue’s camera, he instantly judged that he would have been arrested as if so many students was done already at the moment, he was truly readying for enter in the first work concerned with selling teaching materials for general primary, junior high and senior high schools, universities and graduate schools for getting graduate school’s fee at early morning time never having his graduate lecture or seminar, but intuitively he abandoned all of his plan, he made up his mind to run away from so risky spots for him, he started to run sprinting from these miserable spots and he in no hesitation headed for the airport and with his having money in his pocket, he in no procrastination headed for cancellated seat for this sightseeing spot island’s airport and he came here, now is first day after eventually, after leaving demonstrating and battle spots, afterward he arrived at the airport, he checked into a nearby business hotel and checked in at the hotel room on the evening news to see if he was on site. His mind is now so frightful around his footstep after runaway from the spot, exactly he witnessed the camera clue’s man shot the spots with him, on TV sequence of news report, fortunately, his face or body was never found at the news reporting images in animating broadcasting, but his identity was already known to police and government got his data, thus he as much as possible must run away from the small island and necessarily the mainland of his country.
After seeing all news and slept in his room, he after getting early in next morning, never having any breakfast coz he immediately checked out of that business hotel, and he walked along the beach side at the time the sun raised above the shore, he repetitiously rolled his wondering idea around his teacher whether he was one of spy dispatched by warn all dangerous movement by extreme students or not.


He did never have any food that day, his stomach was empty and he surely was heard of his stomach’s sound, at the moment, behind his walking, he was heard of one that sightseeing spot island’s middle aged man and he turned to him, youngest alumni found the gray haired that country’s man, he said to young alumni with his country’s language.
“오늘은 아직 아침 식사도 점심 식사도 되고 계시지 않는 것입니까?”(Haven’t you eaten breakfast nor lunch yet today?)
He had no idea around that national language, but he seemed to never be so ill-natured man, the youngest alumni ran away from small independent island replied to him in content that Freedom Respecting Nation or Queen’s Nation’s general language was okay to speak to him in that language, then he immediately replied to him, “Alright, no problem.” , in so milder voice.
(to be continued)


(Nov. 24th. First script and developed to Dec. 8th. 2019)