I envy you, cats need never to be employed.

You would be safe and stable, only with being caressed by some people, unless the one who cares you does never die alone.

Although you must pay attention to your behavior to your matter making them never stay away from you, mustn’t you?

Anybody you cannot go up and jump down anywhere, your light body and move is tremendously superior than any human. You need not to make an effort to doing as special knowledge.

I often have an idea I wish could be a dog, at the matter of fact, all you have to be careful is just only being liked by human, and raised by them, it must be so easy and I have either jealousy to you and enchantment seeing you.

Horses are better as long as they run fast so well, but they once had an injury at his feet, they are obliged to die with euthanasia, they have no case at surviving constantly.
Horses life is as well as our adventurer’s or activist’s life presumably, otherwise you either are gambler or so, like one of us, in terms of life way to take for surviving.

Eventually, all ones who are born to this world have own mission in survival.

Thus, in conclusion< anybody must look over what only anybody can do, with its circumstance, any alive thing is so similar, with cat, dog, horse, of course human of us.

But for so lazy me, eventually you are my adoring presence, at the matter of fact, I’d like to question you, how is your feeling to be born as a cat?

You always try to hide your excreted thing when you excrete, blocking any other cat even if you are raised by us, you could never survive in the same world we human have.

Coz you don’t live in words’ world as well as we do, for example, our family member has lonely feeling when the one stays home and the one decides to raise you, you　don't　understand　it　in　words　logics, if your raiser can have mind to secure you, and this home is mine, then nobody can enter into arbitrarily, but even it could never be told you as well as we can do with words.

We all are in an order, if somebody is employed by somewhere, as company, the one either must be alive in many rules in society, but your situation is never accompanied with contract to be raised by us of you.

You’re just fortunately picked up by us, or taken by some other one to raiser’s home and you are staying there, the sole difference to all stray cats is just it.

Thus, even if you are safe, secured by us and no other cats could be able to come into my home neither, never arbitrarily they don’t come, even with your never vanished stink of your excreted things in my room, they could never plunder your all domain offered by me, but you desperately hide it to other all, but I either must never put other ones beside you, but you have no idea to my intention.

However, you cannot understand all of my kindness to you. Coz you survive in another world without any words order, probably making you never be able to discern all words telling matter and what could never be expressed with words, you don’t look for it neither, as well as we can do it easily.
Even at a time, you either have body feeling to be with diseased state, but you can never explain it to any veterinarian, as well as we can in front of our doctor.

Probably, you have no idea of logics.
Of course, I can never think that only logics are important, but it is either needed to us, but you have none of them.

Hence, you must be alive anytime according to immediate judgement in reacting everything in discerning what is so safer and what is so risky, what is so crucial or what is so trivial with only your instinctive intuition.

Although presumably we either would meet a chance when we have to learn from your savage instinctive judging in emergency for us.
Eventually. Coz you must survive according to recognition in atmosphere understanding with your body and mind.
You anytime make yourself sharpened to watch everything around you, even if you are raised by me.

Presumably we can copy your character when we are in needed survival with urgently suffering. Toward its crisis, we either must pay attention to our intrinsic savage capability.

When we listen to radio, we after putting on it, first, can have an idea that radio wave of Wi-Hi might have disturbed ordinary radio’s wave.
But you understand all these atmospheres in no putting radio if you were able to do so.
Your understanding is perfectly different from ours.

But you are now absent from my room, the other day, I can no longer ask everything anymore.

You instinctively can have some your own idea prior to doing something by yourself, that would be the biggest gap to us. When I reflect your image in my brain.
Just with a truth that you cannot have an idea with words, hence you can feel so stronger than us in everything, we should regard its your own it as so important, either.
I can have an image of that girl came from so further country, and you remind me of its picture when she came to me and met mutually.

Hey, I got an idea where she is now and what she is doing, it could be left to you, why don’t you get my request to you, now?

It’s impossible either to you, eventually. Even if you can do it, what brings you to ask me? You say, don’t you?

Coz also I have some worry about you to go somewhere, for me the place is stranger as well as that girl’s it of now.

Yes, own destiny of us never knows so objectively for anyone.

If you can look for her and get her whereabout, I’d like to listen to my radio, that place is inconvenient for listening to its sound, coz Wi-Fi radio wave is disturbing it.
You just can go there and make you head for me and mew, only it must help me.

I wish I could do everything as well as you can do so easily, but presumably I also can do as if you do, of course unless you stay away from me when I am absent from my home.
(Oct. 31 th, Nov.14th,Dec. 4th. 2019)