In frank, if we have very strictly motivated reason, we should never do anything, probably, we won't be able to do anything, though unless some our whimsically mindfully conceiving idea is harmful obviously, we should try everything as much as possible we can.

After all, we can only do everything so easily not at that strictly convincing nor so seriously taken stance, rather we hate all those only formally ideological whole posture and stance except very specific occasion, though we should do everything so easily at ordinary daily life to each other.

Because we are never wanting to bind our spirit with only formally regulatory ideas nor so, though we fundamentally want us to spend always so easily, in its state secured life, we can do everything so well in neatly conveying process and own confident running. 

After all, we are never the machines which obediently are keeping only programmed action by human idea, we just are human who wants to order and program everything, we are never programmed but simply arbitrarily wanting animal or creature to run by ourselves, not at being programmed, nevertheless, occasionally, some irrestible power tries to bind our daily running on some indicated own aim and establishing aim and ideally regarded picture, but we are picturing sided ones, not being pictured ones. 

Necessarily, freedom must be made through any bound regulation, but basically we are never from the beginning being bound with only regulation, establishing object nor so, rather  for obtaining own freedom, we make us some necessary routine, and basically we are needing essential freedom, but necessarily it is not that easily obtained by anybody. 

In final we are obliged to give up perfectly made ideal performance, and some not that worse, but not that ideally completed, in own neutral state we try to have some satisfaction for the present. 

We are though constantly floating in try and error in iteration, you know. 
We are never perfectly hoped to be no error machine nor no bound only freely flying birds, but at anytime constantly coordinating neutral condition in hating only bound cell mind, but like some more progressive ideas finding by ourselves. 

In the end, learning and acquiring something in exchange for losing some out of date method, but never so easily leaping only slowly walking animal, in only the best freely creative mode and ideally regarded tone in doing anything in collaboration. 

(Irregularly continued)

Nov. 30 th.    2023