We are having personally modest minded idea and its own trial minded wish and hope.

But to socially necessary pious minded own abstinence and trying occasionally necessary so bold self confident mind are mutually never contradictory, rather both are compatible at least at our mindset we should keep in our own mind. 
Positively we rather need that mutually seen so contradictory at a stretch but necessarily both minded idea must be necessary for doing the newest trial and testing necessity.

In other words, Ontologically evidentially credible approach and our mindfully pious idea are mutually certainly very gapped nature thing, nevertheless, those simultaneous gripping those is not that strange nor abnormal matter, far from it, in frank, we should discriminate both of them in trying each item in mind simultaneously as mutually very different method and cognition. Though being very modest and self controlled stance and doing so boldly never having any unnecessary anxiety and fear around our own stumbling reality. 

In frank, in having own modest and abstinent minded conservative attitude, at the same time we can have very another mind as boldly trying new thing as not that proved the own success, but rather with that own no guranteed state for obtaining success, wr should try it so at no hesitant emotion and idea around being anxious about failure. Though if we have set own safety net, we should try everything so bravely not having any self controllable attitude. 

Though, theologically necesssry truth as piety to Lord and our own challenging spirit simultaneously holing reality is never denial necessary reality at least to us. Rather we should positively have mutually reversed vector two ideas at a stretch so rationally and usefully in terms of efficiency rating. 

In other words, we should be adventurous in terms of knowing truly practical our own powerless nature, and we should never control unnecessarily emission of our making effort of doing everything in our own necessarily regarded trial. 

Rather we as much as possible excluding chicken hearted conservative idea, rather try the best so boldly making any controllable power emission and boldly never taken account of outing power quantity, so at the same time in our own trial. Unless we'd be fallen into perfect failure never having us recovered from the reality in perfect deadend cornered as dying reality, we should try anything around finding the best exit from whirlpool of dead fend cornered situation, you know. 

(Irregularly continued)

Dec. 21st.    2023