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You Are Being by Itself, No Needed to Me but You!

I like your everything, just love touching and licking and sucking.


Only toying with you is my life, no other things exist.


Its real is irreplaceable to me and never alternative for me coz just only I want to hug you and all what I need is you. And close together mutual body.


I love caressing your everything coz you have no unnecessary things in you, your body and your heart is close together with your body.


Even never so sweet, but just stinking everything with even bad smell or even rotten thing which is stinging my nose is absolutely indispensable coz your precious component of your body, all of them are so pleasant for me, I love all of you with carnally amorous all your seduction excites me anytime.


I love your unconscious amusement as just to be you, wholly and so much.


Coz, loving never be able to be distanced with me means reality to me constantly, moreover true happening things and being of them, those tell me only my attachment to you is absolute correct and it means that reality must mean obscene, carnal, and rare exposing all no lie materials in you.
You have no disclosing thing from the beginning, you are just all exposure only these. No other redundant things exist in you, only your being must be abundant by yourself.


Loving emotion meant to universe means only loving all obscene things and ugly things as the sole precious to me and its distorted everything with the dirty, your excreting things are even so sweet, clean and dirty things together simultaneously claiming its importance to universe, and its assured witnessing is love, love to you, love to universe itself.


No longer clean and dirty in discernment is existing in my universe, coz the sole universe means only my tangible universe with you.


Rather moreover never better things make you in perfection to be harmonized to be you to me.


Every acts and playing with you must have ultimate terminal velocity, I feel only gravity to you, and my body is only pulled to your all with explosion together with you.


Even my body can be exhausted and gets to be numb completely, just melting and getting melted in no border, if anytime I was to be with you, my desirable indecent all feelings are just appropriate and satisfied with you, coz you and me are never in border and space, close together.


Only it anytime means to me so much, no other redundant things are the same to be nothing.


I’d have no regret even if I was nothing from this world, or even from universe.


Only your presence, being, body, smiling grimacing expression, only these all are my happiness, my touching to you and your touching to me are all enough in no distance, and that is enough all, I need nothing but it, even this life.


Its union, conjunction, and tight joint is each only love.


The world is just present only for our satisfaction, with the same supreme moments, only with it, I dare never to be afraid, never dread, fear anything, coz I am being alive which means only being next to be destructed, destroyed, bombed, ruined and diffused, dispersed and interspersed, sprinkled to whole around this universe is destined and so natural to me and from the beginning our all body component was just only tip of dust in space but coz of it reasonably it is so tremendous, even if my all would be interspersed with only tips or fragments or debris to whole over the universe, if you are anytime by my side, and your mind is anytime beside mine in no cease, every matter around us is just by itself the universe wrapping all real universe!


There everything must be accepted, that absolute generosity is spread whole over the universe, it’d be so fun, eventually all what I want is the absolute adhesion. If it as all what I can want to be in an absolute closeness in no distance is met, I hope nothing to be needed anymore since the moment, I just want to be kept by you and I want you to be kept by me in no meaning, its empty emotion is the sole precious ideal idea to us.


I do have never any idea nor hope to own just your body with your pulpitating heartbeat, I love to smell your sweating, even it seduces me to paradise!


Supremely excellent, ultimately splendid moment is just only being beside you in own union crossing mutual breathing in union, and tangibly melting together and return to chip of universe in all pores opened at a stretch, universe’s space must become to be wrapped by only our sweat and emitting everything, only its condition is my sole paradise, coz being alive means only burnout at utmost ending, only for reaching there, I am alive with you!


(Dec. 21st. 2019)