Helen came to one Asian very beautiful country by herself when she was very younger at the age of twenty one.

Nevertheless, his life was turned to unexpectedly harsh wavy minded life travel. Wanting to be done so, he met Helen or not was never identified forevermore, probably. 

Every meeting on our own meeting must be done on unidentified reason and cause.

Simply, Helen was a girl whose Philosophy must be absolutely free. On the other hand, her meeting one lover was not that idea one. At least at action made reality, he was so.

And after all, his previously held idea that blonde European lady lover and loving with her were embodied, and consequently he had his that time lover from Old Traditional European country beautiful lady as lover and had their own daughter, but he had never met their daughter with several accidentally made circumstances.

But one thing his brain conceiving idea which was embodies through his daughter who was not meeting even once with him, that was his daughter was going to several representatively beautiful EU countries for business and pastime. And her expression in Europe was very seen happier than her born country as her father as European younger lady's those days lover whom she had never met even once was with long period wanting to visit, but even once was never realized. 

Thus, after all, those days Helen's lover was for the present satisfied with his not embodied dream was once realized through his daughter but not met even once.

He once tried to write his former life which was colored with Helen visiting to him, and love to each other but only one night meeting in loving would never made again and afterward, also that thing could be made by him through one novel, but he had setback at writing it continuously, according to those days his mental circumstance. Afterward, he knew old days lover gave birth to her daughter between him, and all those were known from her daughter as a little bit those days was porno actress in his country, as well as hers, and necessarily, ex Helen's lover was never seeing again either with Helen. Probably she met another man and married together and with the husband, she raised her daughter with the one night help by ex lover she was pregnant and gave birth her by herself probably with a help of another man, those days. 

After all, he had only that one night love affair which was the sole memorable thing in youth ages, thus, he had looked for the apperance as sociable partner as replaced with Helen, in those he tried to make love as his lover include the globally well known the most active one blonde deva as the most famous one of devas on the earth these days. 

But at least he is not that well clarified around his upcoming future, only he tried to accept any coming to his side, and to each of it, he will deal with according to each circumstance, no other thing was never put on his mind. 

Anyway, ex Helen's lover was those days but now not having any partner, and to the formed reality, he had been accustomed with so stably. His all life was only those narrated things. 

However, probably he will have another love in not that far future for these days. Only the thing can be easily pictured by anybody. In other words, the woman whose character and own nature are just another typed with Helen, but Helen those days holding nature either will be done, that typed lady will be ex Helen's lover's own lover, or future wife of his. 

(Irregularly continued)

Feb. 26th.     2024