To us all, after all, our own given life merely signifies only mirage, the notional idea sporadically floating days were serially running on my daily reality, the date attending own idea nature meant to me that even if we will try the best to protect pickpocketing professhional could do so well to any VIP particupant on delux liner over the Pacific Ocean, each customer will have own cheating devise previously for being stolen at each one's chest pocket or so, otherwise atachcase or so, there they could put fake information or intelligent sign or so, nevertheless, stealing one's boss will have analysis devise or tool for clarifying cheating one's own mentality using chat G◯T, after all, as if double agent story tasty trick will be used by any sided professhional, gradually, what is the truth and what is the false, the judgement by itself will be diffused or kind of mystified completely. 

Thus, rather, already the stealing ones, and stolen ones are previously are known to be known their own intelligence, thus those own cheating and cheated reality by itself was previously premised as own mutual game, thus the severely analyzable truth on the contrary the first Y as Arm◯n◯◯n L◯b◯n◯s◯ had her dead in spontaneous suicide was emotionally recollected in my own immanent mind's deep inside so personally. Now I am Y, and after next mission completed moment will make Y now pregnant Sophia. Thus last year Usama's death Memorial Day, we as A'quil, Sophia, Saddham and I were mutually swearing to make former Y and Ussama death recovered in honor, we strictly swore to each other, but even the swearing act could have been diffused in upcoming own mutual cheating operation to each other as pickpocketing sided ones and pickpocketed sided ones. 

What deters us from quitting those so empty intelligence protecting and stealing strategical warfares armistice or expiration? That definitely to us, information technological own evolutional supreme proposition. And Capitalism's own justice. Nevertheless in those empty whirlpool, in fact, we even try to make us enjoy the warfare game around cheating and securing us from being cheated by enemy sided rangers and professional agents behind the scenes. Nevertheless, Communism by Ch◯n◯ must have the same contradiction around executing their own justice, thus consequently, this our own carnal world will have no mutually satisfied own peaceful solution everlastingly, consequently we will arbitrate that truth in obliged chewing in our own mind which will be the arbitrary trial to convince our fake filled mindset so emptily and nihilistically. 

In my hotel room each very short term staying period, at the time to rest in bed, my mind occasionally suddenly emerges Tania appearance overlapping Y, and sporadically, at the airport my reserves airplanr delay, my accidentally that day meeting G◯z◯ strip P◯l◯st◯n◯◯n and Isl◯◯l◯ parents hybrid beautiful girl, so speedily synchronically in my own deeply immanent mind probably in terms of memory stocked functional brain territory. 

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In procuring Human Resources at South Afr◯c◯, my skill was bought so at higher ranking by C◯A, my own task had been commanded in dispatched location from next to another, but it simultaneously meant any higher guarantee secured mission had very empty expendable destined own short lived nature, so necessarily. Nevwrtheless, certainly another myself who watched and observed the own nature myself so coolly and so objectively must have been installed adjacently to my believing true myself. Nevertheless, simultaneously those nature accompanied myself must be to any other one's brain so naturally in these days, in other words,almost anybody is obliged to be espionage agent minded reality acceptable individual. The idea after all dominated my own idea developing brain circuit.

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As long as I could recollect, Charlie Craig's own recruiting seduction to me through pirate tasty insertion to my terminal was the last time around his syndicate business important role for Management of collected data for taking advantage of his syndicate business in maintaining the stability, but necessarily despite of his relatively convincing reason to require me as my own agent carrier was regarded so superior to for his assessing eyes. But necessarily, to my mind, moral dilemma was inserted and it deterred me to respond positively to his ardent conviction to me. But his idea was constantly logical, that was this social items with e.g. Democracy is never panacea, far from it, substantially, this global any move is not made through democratic justice, but by obviously necessity evil, as not that ideally regarded but rather so irresistibly obliged reality abiding transactional idea, though, democratic idea was at some period of human social history outputted at conpromisable transaction to any tyrant politics e.g. by Napoleon, or so. Thus, the modernized global history afterward French Revolution was executed by the nationalities, there had never been only justice nor only peacefully ideal politics dominant ages even once. Thus, after all, any ideal idea is nothing but very temporarily made own first aid, thus probably, this global reality won't have any ideally paradise tasty nature, only it must be evidenced by any historical data, though, his true told tone is displayed, "If you were never so asshole, the option to cooperate with all my operating things for my own syndicate, only it'd be your the maximally best it, you know."

Certainly, to me, his presence was constantly the target to have vigilant notice for watching as dangerous person, nevertheless, what he tried to claim was unexpectedly logically constant, and reasonably correct mentioning content. 
But to me, in fact, my own mind was made up so strictly, though the sole left my asking necessarily needed to him was so finite, what will be only my own cooperation to his syndicate, only the content will be left to me, because my mind to reunion to Tania had been made up at so past days as this year season, 2024 will welcome February.
Tgough, to me, already only how will I answer positively to his request to me, but how will I ask him the best choice at least for realizing me the occasion to have reunion to her, and what condition he will demand me at his own intention. But necessarily, delux liner pickpocketing Craig intriguing operation transactional measure and training will be left to us with me, thus in my brain, those days was contained very mutually complicated ideas, questions and expectations, or so were adjcently packed to each other.

(Irregularly continued)

Mar. 25th.      2024