When I watch Ms. Greta Thornburg theme taken film at movie theatre, theme song was sung by also Ms. Billie Eilish, and Ms. Greta's her country Sweden's Capital city lidius one local zone home was shot and publicized at the film, my stance around questioning around boy Economics circulating necessity expendable usage affirmative idea was becoming at least to me very negatively regarded harmful Capitalism's own attitude, that idea was surely set and stabilized as the belief of mine. Her home had richer natural environment even in Capital zone.  
And, additionally, that film theme songs include Ms. Billie Eilish, I immediately knew, my mind was made up to collaborate them all, even if my support will be so tiny, because from my own daily life spending experience, any expendable affirmatively regarded own stance of these days own consumable terrible global Capitalism's stance could have been only what we should regard as skeptical, the idea was fixed so strictly.

Nevertheless, probably, no other more useful idea atound solving all contradictory realities will be found, only the thing must be our own reality to us. Totally, human social comprehensive survival strategy implicitly will head for controlling increase of population. After all, those all so difficult situation will continue and run in no enough solvable ideas outputted. Thus, in the reality to us, also my idea is intended to get some interesting story thing can be given chance to be written as well by me, that conclusion only is constantly made in my own mind. 

Anyway, my only given way for my own survival is only writing e.g. essay, novel, and poetry or paper formed something. But actually either to me, so constantly never easily solved many things only can attack my own reality, thus we are obliged to get any unease or anger so smartly, thus necessarily, my own novel writing stance will focus me on the subject.

However, probably, these days very talented and wise thinking they are not do all what they want them to run so well unexpectedly, because in world, extraordinarily majority ones are never thinking like them, because almost all ones are only thinking som but really action taking must have so costing thing ordinarily to commonplace citizens, indeed. 

And probably, anybody can have the idea I mentioned here, as well, but completely anybody are never enduring to everything. Occasionally anybody tries to cry out everything around what the one has in mind. And to those our daily reality, I feel so important meaning and significance, so much, though, the thing can be my own novel writing theme, as the identifying factor to make me one fiction author.

(Irregularly continued)

Apr. 10th.    2024