Around what I witnessed that Tania had own circumstance of knowing Charlie Craig, I had no extremely angry emotion was made at my mind, despite of not that pleasant matter to me, because from the beginning, Tania was never my own possession, thus she also was single, even if her lover was Craig, it must not be that strange thing, but Craig's thing was at least to me, another thing, necessarily. Instinctively, I felt own danger around being known to that I was there by Craig, I immaneently desperately tried to make me hidden from Craig's own sight. 

Thus anyway, I tried to hide myself at least to Craig. Though I tried to make my body invisibly confirmed to two ones with Tania and Craig, and as the first action, I used the city taxi accidentally approached my standing position, and made the car stop at raising my hand. Because the car stopped beside me, I instantly made my body get in the car and instantly I indicate the taxi driver where I wanted to head for, telling her, as taxi driver was female one, my own staying hotel's the city's address. However, to my request, he suddenly said to me, reacting my own destination request, "Hey, my costomer, that zone was now on fire, the news I heard now reported so.", then, I impulsively asked him to make me drive to the city's the biggest park as not that remote from there, at hotel I had never left any my luggage, I already costed the hotel owner for that hotel staying, even if I will not go back to there, no ploblem. 

After all, I was at the park. And from old woman who sold newspaper to visitor to the park, I bought it, and sat down on bench the park installed, for the present. I read the article of the paper. It showed war situation so precisely, but the content was almost the country's war battle's superiority. 

At next moment I had certain consciousness, I knew that I was for a while asleep and at the moment I woke up from sleeping condition, because some louder sound was heard to my ears, as I was noticed, presumably that louder one was made by one dog roaring to me, I knew that I was very exhausted that time because since I arrived at the city, my nerve was used so extremely for doing anything. And whimsically I made my face to the roaring dog direction, the dog taking owner was just Charlie Craig. He made so cynical laughing cool expression to me. He suddenly impolitely asked me, "For what business, have you come to this country？" According to his own attitude, at least he had not been awakened that I had watched Tania, and his accompanying apperance. Addictionally, he had no guard for him using any his men or so, that time, in frank. I thought that he was unexpectedly not that vigilant typed man. I intuitively knew his own nervous lazy nature. Certainly, he had used so many gangsters but basically he was not that reasonable man, thereby he had continued to organize globally underground syndicate. Not only but also, he had not known that I entered that country. Though to it, I just said to him, "It's none of your business." After all those our own communication, Tania showed me her appearance, she took newspaper, though probably she bought it making her man Craig walk by himself leaving her, arbitrarily. As soon as we had that communication, suddenly Tania asked me with so surprised expression on her face, "What makes you stay there?" to it, I instantly asked her saying, "As you say so, but what makes you stay with him?" To it, she in some hesitant expression said to me, "For the first time I met this one, I had no idea around him as he was the one you had investigated and occasionally you told me around what those days you had started and after I came here, you sometimes roughly reported me around those days your job and the one whom you had been indicating was him, he was the one, I had no idea of it. And he was those days, at this country, desperately sought after his own network, gee, please be generous around what he had done on you."

At that short conversation, next standing Craig was holding a little bit exclamated expression at hearing our own conversation content, then suddenly he asked her so wildly, "Is this one your old days lover on you in question?" to it, she nodded making her neck move up and down.

At the moment, his own complexion and own expression immediately was turned into terribly furious and mad around it, and he promptly took his gun and tried to shoot me, making his gripping gun attached with my temple for shooting and kill me, at the moment, one shot bullet echo was heard on my ears, and I tried to my eyes notice to next standing Craig, he had terribly grimacing expression and suddenly fell down on that park ground. Because when he tried to shoot my temple, impulsively for securing my own life, Tania took her daily attending her own gun from her pocket of blazer jacket and promptly shot to his back, though he momentally shouted so agonized voice and fell down and he afterward had never stood again, as he was instantly dead by her shooting. 

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A week later, I was staying in Saudi Arabia, that country staying object was my own hope to have my these four years my all doing so introspectively, because I had started my own temporary but very higher guarantee business espionage agent from visiting there obeying those days Z . As he died after I left R◯ss◯◯, I was heard that his death at my visiting sightseing object location Croatia with emerald green sea, probably his successor will be Sophia, because she was very smart at doing everything and behaving at any occasion, but to those days' myself, almost that had nothing to do with me, because I resigned the job. After I resigned the job, I was asked by those days superior officer for Sophia, as new Z, who will be suited with next person of Y as Sophia, I answered the one, recommended Saddham. Because after I was handed over Y role, after first Y to me committed a suicide, at least to me, in the ones who had mutually cooperated with after Usama'd death, I liked the best and had the best trust to him.

Anyway, about three years and several months ago, I had stayed in this country. And I met those days Y in one so impressive oasis which probably was built arbitrarily for singtseing business attraction or so.lp

Anyway, at least to me, these four years own missioned task persecuting dutiful days made in my own recollection reconsider that days had signified to my life, thinking and interpreting those things in mind, I as ever that time I did, sightseing camel was for me the sole fellow for visiting the oasis, indeed.  What were meant for me these four years my own a temporary agent task commander by those days Z. Tania was certainly arrested by local police, but I also accompanied her and explained any her circumstance, though with the reason that murdured Craig was one illegal syndicate boss, thus her sin will be mitigated with her country judge or so.
 
However, my mind around my ex lover Tania's presence was at this Saudi Arabia not that specifically exceptional, already my mind heading direction had been converted even at my shocking site that I witnessed Tania and Craig she consequently was shooting in the same spot. 

After I used an attraction camel as sightseing visitors from abroad for heading for so recollective oasis for the first time I visited for receiving my own mission content indirectly commander by those days late Z. That day's my visiting location's temperature was about the almost the same with every year's avellaged 33.2 ℃.

After I had been left alone by my hiring jeep with professional desert driver commanded by sightseing company I highered and rode on one sightseing camel, as well as four years ago I used. Forward I could confirm as landscape view, one small but seen so strict oasis was jumping into my own view. I got off from the camel's back, and tried to approach the oasis house as well as I did four years ago.

Entering in the oasis simple camping house, in each separated room was for the first time confirmed. And the front sided rooms of each separated and installed at a stretch watchable enter aisle prompted me to the tent the deadlock and the narrow space had one very beautiful lady and to her, at a stretch I had some familiar emotion, because her atmosphere nd each part were very identical with my first meeting Ms. Y those days. After watching her whole appearance and I greeted her saying, "Good day today, I am French, my name is Renault. Nice to meet you today!" And very impulsively I wanted to question to that beautifully younger lady, thus I dared to ask it to her so directly not at having any hesitant attitude in front of her. 

“Are you working here for guiding tourists?" To it, she only nodded making her neck and head shaking up and down, as the sign for signifying "Yes!". I serially tried to ask her her own circumstance from questioning her own age, "By the way, please forgive me my indecently desirable question to you, but how old are you, so beautifully younger lady of you?"

Then, to it, she easily reacted in saying truth as her age, "Yes, Sir.  my age is this year 18 year old.", to it, I additionally so arrogantly asked her next question, "In frank, how old is your mother?", to it, she answered saying, "She is not alive, she was dead several years ago." To it, I showed her my applogizing will around asking so directly to her even I was at first meeting, "Sorry for asking so nervous matter for you.", but to it, she expressed her not that disgusted mind at the moment, "Never mind, your asking is no that indecent question to me, because I have pride and honor to my late mother. She was Armenian Lebanese when she was alive." Hearing the told content by her at the moment, I knew her who was a daughter of ex-Y who at the last life moment made up her mind to have suicide to her life. 
In frank, after I unfortunately met one shocking murder site with my ex lover Tania, she was that term at detention by police organization authority, but to me, her presence as my lover was already over, because she had made herself the convenient woman for satisfying one so old aged underground circle one as Craig. Necessarily I had been absent from at least for her, thus rather that moment was at least to me, some rejuvenated occasion for me as not that younger generation one. 

And for a while after I personally asked her own circumstance, I kept silence not mentioning more than what I told her that day. And watching her expression, for a while, she was not that having unpleasant emotion and mind around talking with me at my personal curiosity around her as my direct superior officer Y's daughter. 
And, after I kept silence not at mentioning more than I dared to question her around her own circumstance. 
  
Though she suddenly affirmatively asked me with so bluntly not modest but more so positively aggressive attitude, in other words, almost like seducing very older gentleman like me. "By the way, are you having now steady woman lover, so gentle old man, or not?" 

To her so aggressive stance around human individual communication, I was a little bit honestly moved. And after all, I defiantly asked her, like next, "You so surely interpret my thing, even if you are never so older, but intrinsically, now I have no wife nor lover."
 
And at my confessing moment saying to her like that, her both pupils on her own at least to me, seen impressively as the one younger lady who has just known lately the acme carnally pleased sense at her body for the first time on her life, that own impression was attached at that moment my mind.

(Fin)

Apr. 30th.     2024

This novel masterpiece is Fiction. 

Appendix; Thank you very much for reading this series as my own hardboiled agent novel until now. By the way, First appearing Y was described with my own intention whose image was referred with the beauty of Ms. Natalie Roush who had been engaged herself in revolution of You-Tube animation content with multiple methods and her own strategy. And except Y, only Sophia was described previously insisting on my own image through one my personally deeply concerned lady. To both ladies, I'd like to show thankful mind and now well achieved emotion at completing this long period series one. Necessarily to all readers who have continued to read in visiting my own site, I want to express gratitude, thank you very much all of you!  (By the way this novel first article was upped on Feb.14th. 2021, if you are interested in reading from this prologue, please refer it as you like.)

Time makes us own hard gap around future appearance picturing and the set future as now embodied state. On the contrary to ever held picturing, any embodied state makes us have own detachment, and the given outcome means "Reality's own Cooled Appearance". 

In other words, any future picturing is after all so fantastic, not that really pictured, but unexpectedly it is so easily done on our mind and only abstract, thus really embodied apperance or performance and power to make us it are so powerfully inertia. 

After all, any pictured image, apperance and held picture apperance is destined to be betrayed by really done those. Only the thing given reality by itself means us what we are given or we are obliged to get in daily life. 

And, additionally, after all, those realized generally done mutually hard gap by itself is the finite nature of our mind and the proof that we all are powerless in front of time by itself, indeed. And so constantly, only to us, the hard gap is constantly given and so constantly only time must have no injury, no damage, no hurt nor no broken, after all only time is flawless. Injured, hurt is constantly only our own mind and heart, no injured, hurt, damaged is only time. Materials are all at each concrete material easily broken, but they have no heart like us, thus, materials are instantly easily set but no broken, that only instantly never diffused but only easily set and no injured nor no damaged as no spirit pronoun. 

And, to us, any consequently given reality by itself can have own lazy and inertia tasty nature, thus, already given reality by itself has own materialistic nature. That could be somewhat necessary exhaustion, but at the same time, unnecessary one as well.

Now as well literature heyday is needed to people's mind, so necessarily, because people need some smearing at any ugly these days own global absurdity made by people. 

Politically hegemony, commercial propaganda's extremely overheated state and unnecessary insertion to any content appreciation. 

Though, in whole whirlpool, only literature will help people's mind so eased, as some entertainment pastime. Because only literature can harshly criticize any globally persecuted very contradictory people's doings, cost reduction abiding profit pursuit in sacrificing any fragile but precious value, and contradictorily globally dominant hegemonic each country's own politically obliged policy and unnecessary admission to stronger powered ones.

Already we have no time room for debating each precise thing, because life mode switch promoting own speed for switching state of the art method from next to next, thus at more macro view, drastically, basic our civilizational desease so earnestly should be run down and more practically, guiding measure and transaction should be emergently outputted for execution of concrete solution and persecuting totaled no hurting people life chain circulation method, and our daily practically concrete daily mindset should be found so effectively.

In whole so seriously urgent situationed us, in frank, very easily interpretable and understandable literature should be made more practically and pragmatically.

In searching any kind of daily solvable idea against any kind of negatively regarded own our globally contradictory things, we should be asking what typed of literature thing we honestly need in daily life and find out the seen idealy the best measure and method and really replace them all truly significant literature masterpieces.

Necessarily, literature definition for us around what we all are facing irresistibly on the earth could be so drastically convertible to us, actually, you know. Some so easily listened iconic catchy phrase occasionally makes us gun so much. But simultaneously we will be sunken again, because we all are not knowing any spiritual recovery around what we daily and day by day, feel some contradictory reality's nature by itself will force us to address to any questioning around what course we should keep on our own mind. 

Yes, you and I are also only at the beginning necessary monenynto each other, you know.

(Irregularly continued)

Apr. 29th.    2024