Very shortened Spring like naturally in Spring, very shortened autumn like that, only Hotter Summer and Colder Winter in turn, earlier morning coldness and daytime hot temperature, population swollen phenomenal global totaled transition, the Sun by itself in swelling more and more, all those are awkwardly overwrapped own horrific universal conditioned change. 

Harshly visible contrast in our own being, but the being only in our brain fantasy won't be embodied so really in our own survival environment.

Very extremely visible temperature gap between daytime and nighttime will be accelerated moreover in our own future.

To some very convincing allegorical extent, we will be obliged to survive very harshly despaired reality so for long period, making any maximally negative future apperance picturing in our brain, as the neighborhood, to us, heavy contrast in coldness and hotness, with emotionally positively regarded future prospect abiding positive imagination and on the contrary extremely negative one in extreme contrast. 

Schizo paranoiac and Phreniac heavily contrast given own reality will be to us what we should keep company with each other between them and us.

Nature phenomenal vicious circle could be one of Lord's own mischievous circumlocution.

But we should never fall into cheeper substantialism so carefully, you know. Nevertheless, we gradually will be accstuomed with those so strange phenomenal realities, you know. That own lazy inertia by itself could be never so exceptional given thing to us, thus it's rather very constantly given our own not that welcoming own phenomena, you see.

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E.g. in general, Bergson can be regarded as idealist, or spiritualist and Husserl can be done as Phenomenologist, but in fact, to the two ones's own mind, each narrated thing which can be pictured is not that easily confirmed nor identified.

In other words, we have no method to confirm our own immanent minds' own perfect mutual match or not in definite discerning. Though, in general to us, meaning is in general very arbitrarily set and mutually grasped, but truly shared mind in accord won't be evidenced. 

Thereby our mutual understanding and accord must be so arbitrary. In other words, at superficially appearing notional accord mutually we can make in daily life and mutually truly the identical understanding embodied or not in discrimination are never so indispensably acquired condition to us, intrinsically indeed. 

Thereby, anything made by us in our own community is simply arbitrary, no other definitive cognition must never be set to our own reality. Focussing meaning presicely strictly as it focused, that desire is one of our mind's easily falling contradiction, you know.

After all, no matter what we think and feel in mind, only what we express externally could be regarded formally what we think and feel, only the thing is regarded as the truth, only it gets the absolute regulation to us. And only the thing is the absolute our social regulation.

Though, if we human being could be creature whose brain seen from anybody and it makes anybody know the brain owner's idea, we must have not owned language communication in civilization of us. 

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Already we are surviving own reality both positively affirmative nor negative are together never trustworthy, in the reality obliged to accept, we all are moving around relatively narrowed social circle, even globally movable citizens in no exception. Necessarily we had gradually fixed our own daily sense, mentally, spiritually and physiologically.

Additionally, we'd gotten our own sense in never anticipating anything around what our future will accept, but necessarily to it, we are never having any pessimistic idea neither as well. In other words, we already have known to some penetrating necessity to watch all around us as very plainly made and given as not providing both hope nor despair.

At the matter of fact, to us, only accepting or to define, some no attached but simply watching any apperance in calm mind, only the thing can be seen left to us, so necessarily. 

Identity, the term reberverating own nuance and meaning claimable echo is seen so exceptionally very amazing, but the identity is not that easily interpreted. After all, already at the step, we all are already conceiving own setback around doing everything so smoothly and accepting everything so easily. 

Additionally, what makes us think that identifying action means to us by the asking itself already provides our mind some perplexed emotion and mentality.

And to some relatively not that unnatural interpreting extent, the healed mind and easy emotion are in fact, despite of that those signified appearance and extent are never so obviously understood nor so simply accepted. The questioning mind also will be made, indeed.

Rather more effectively healed state makes us own pain or more harder tortured mind state as well. Painkiller tasty reality is seen so wirld and spooky in some awful mind and idea.

In other words, mutually negating relevant own pair must be next with each other, the reality's own apperance makes us accustomed with very abnormally made heavy contrast in any daily scenery landscape.

Certainly,in in speedily evolved any technological method, to only constantly changeable reality, our own mindful notice could be focused, that own anxiety occasionally dominates our own idea in mind. Constantly easily changed reality by itself won't be so pessimistically regarded, rather to that heavily changed our own skill, we won't have any anxiety, but rather pleasantly postured, that thing can provide us own wield impression. Our own sensitive mind will be extremely transformed into never turned back point.

Anyway, to all those seen pessimistically regarded phenomenal items, we are obliged to be familiar with each other, you know.  For the time being, we are irresistibly setting us in the conclusion. 

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