No encounter, nor meeting to anyone, any jobs being lost.
What makes you so servail with taking them all into account?
It has no siginificance nor necessity.
You are never wrong. All who discriminates you are so evil.
You’d already overcome what you’d thought was so false by yourself, so utterly.
Then with its truth, all you have to do is jus only treating any precious meeting for you so respectful and so irreplaceable, if you feel the chance to get it so surely.
Even if you take the maximal best effort to do so, anything could never be done, you might seek after another good value for yourself, switching your policy.

Even if you are so young, you must never be necessary to be subservient nor obsequious, neither.
Because if there’s the one who discriminates you, that one must be completely evil and false.

However, you probably must never be able to extirpate these discriminations toward you in 100％realized state, even with your maximal effort.
Thus, only left thing to you is what you switch your mind only you can understand the words and leave someone who could understand your mind with your words.

And, moreover, you possibly would never delete your suffering discriminated and prejudiced by anyone, so completely.
If the severe relity must never be altered, what you can the minimally is just only enjoying your its reality you’d never solve, forever.

You should take advantage of all those facts switching your stance and object to discover unseen and perfectly unimaginable something or create it by yourself.

We all together must never solve any contradictory world everything under control with no contradiction by ourselves, probably everlastingly.
Don’t make any nation’s matter nor managers’ matter scoop your feet!
Thus, what you have as the left thing to you is only enjoying any contradictory and impossibleness to solve all those always assaulting also you, enjoy itself, and its unsolved contradiction’s emptiness!

(Until, Dec. 4th. 2018, sinceand additional spcipts and revised at Jan. 10. 2019)

You’ve no longer able to believe the world surrounding you until now, and you got the serious despair to it and only for standing up again with your truly vigorous life, you write the poetries every single day in your sure discision.
Thus, you resist to anything of this world, and you’d set your mind never to compromise anytime you do anything, it must be so right.

But you either take a rest or sleeping when your body or nerve was exhausted, don’t you?
As you do in your daily life, its truth must be applied to your relationship to the other person except you, either regarding it as so precious for you, too.

Of course, necessarily you need never to desperately copy other person’s belief, chasing nor following that dogma, but simultaneously, I can say to you, too next.
You need never to reject all of offerings to you with showing a will to help you, neither.
Sometimes, you might believe someone’s gentlness or kindness, from bottom of your heart.

Necessarily, some are trying to cheat you, in malice, but if that trial to believe someone’s proposal was never so seen risky, you are necessarily deceived, then you can have some chance, either, reversely I advice you, so too.

Yes, as you know, believing the other person is so tough to anyone.
Moreover, the mind to set believing someone whom you can never feel that you are never trsuted by would be moreover difficult to you to believe that one, more and more.

However, even taking them into account of dealing with your now problem, and still from now on you must go against anything as much as possible, you are in never ceasing battle, despite of it, but either toward another something, if you could never trust nor utterly believe in that reality, you must be ruined someday, it’s true, you know.

I could never say to you, “Trust everything!”.

But only sometimes, you might have gamble that one’s proposal in discovering that ones gently kindness even if you can do so so easily to that one, but if you do so next, you must never be punished by anything, I can think so. Thus, how about doing so for yourself.
What I can say to you is dependent on my view that from the beginning you’d no longer able to believe anybody, its gamble is from the beginning, if you were cheated by that one, so you could even enjoy it so relaxed as you are now to be so, couldn’t you?

(Only title at Dec. 4th. 2018, sentences at Jan. 9th. 2019)

Today’s private boroadcasting company’s program reported that riverside areas beside Arakawa River has so many Indians from India coz that atomosphere was so similar to Ganges River and they have an ideal never to eat any flesh and fish, only vegitable they take, coz of its reason they are never able to keep company with any Japanese, any Japanese who were questioned about its matter living around those areas answered that nobody Japanese were so friendly to them to each other.

I usually think that any nationality has also in Japan, India, or any other nations are always with the ones who can never be so well to keep company with the same nationality or pals together, they are so few but, they must be so lonely so anytime.

Eventually, probably those ones may have been in a feeling to contact some similar ones as not only the same nationality but also any other nationality.

That matter is never so connected with whether they are so unique in the community of the same nation or so or not so, or whether they are so cooled or composed or so or not so, in other words, humanity might have never been so related to that fact.
Probaboly human-beings must never be classified with a character or notion of their ideas, in other words they are never so simple, at this rate.
Actually, they are apt to distinguish anything and categorize so easily as their disposition.

At a meaning, seen so sturdy and brave but truly so delicate and never showing that thing either, that kind of guys are not so few, I think, either.

But if I am finding out that someone who is lonely waliking beside the street so empty with noone except him, I suddenly see that one’s circumstance, I feel so.
Probably that guys is so tough in his life or so, or he must be so worn with exhausting his nerve in the society with so many persons, but if he gets a chance to be alone, he must try to pulify his stressful nerve or so, I can infer or imagine him, either.

And also when he walks beside me in empty streets and he is so lonely seen to me, and also he is seen after so longer walk that moment, I come near talking to him but if I do so unexpectedly to him, he may have been so having an idea that he wanted to have no one who speaks to him, either, on his mind, I can be sure of it to him, either, then I do never do so, but if I discover the one who passed by the ones as the same nationalities who are enjoying with the same national pals, any nation has also the ones who are never enjoying so well never so few numbers, surely present in the same national ones either, I think so either.
Of course, just thinking about something and passing by their same national ones or anytime that one could be keeping company with these the same national identified ones but so accidentally just busy and passing by them in no noticed, at the moment, those cases are possible to anybody, either.

But if I witness that so many ones who always favorably gather together only by themselves decide everything in politics or community matters and problems, at last I also get to be in an emotion that sometimes I or any other ones except me similar to me, are in need to claim some steady our own opinions in voicing so louder than usually, it could be our gifted right or something.

But in any cases when I find out that lone foreigner is walking or staying somewhere, and gadding about the cities, whoever he os she is, I can have some feeling to want to voice that one, with one greeting, at least my emotion is so.

Because to me, some vanity or so wanting to be evaluated to my job or my skill necessarily and despite of it, I have a feeling that staying only in joyfulness, and moreover I can have some feeling so strongly not so concerned with whether I am with beloved one or not, that even if some tough thing I was facing alone or not, than anything, just what I am able to be in happy feeling is the best I need in anytime of my lifetime, either.

(Nov. 25th . 2018, Partially revised at Jan. 9th. 2019)