You’ve no longer able to believe the world surrounding you until now, and you got the serious despair to it and only for standing up again with your truly vigorous life, you write the poetries every single day in your sure discision.
Thus, you resist to anything of this world, and you’d set your mind never to compromise anytime you do anything, it must be so right.

But you either take a rest or sleeping when your body or nerve was exhausted, don’t you?
As you do in your daily life, its truth must be applied to your relationship to the other person except you, either regarding it as so precious for you, too.

Of course, necessarily you need never to desperately copy other person’s belief, chasing nor following that dogma, but simultaneously, I can say to you, too next.
You need never to reject all of offerings to you with showing a will to help you, neither.
Sometimes, you might believe someone’s gentlness or kindness, from bottom of your heart.

Necessarily, some are trying to cheat you, in malice, but if that trial to believe someone’s proposal was never so seen risky, you are necessarily deceived, then you can have some chance, either, reversely I advice you, so too.

Yes, as you know, believing the other person is so tough to anyone.
Moreover, the mind to set believing someone whom you can never feel that you are never trsuted by would be moreover difficult to you to believe that one, more and more.

However, even taking them into account of dealing with your now problem, and still from now on you must go against anything as much as possible, you are in never ceasing battle, despite of it, but either toward another something, if you could never trust nor utterly believe in that reality, you must be ruined someday, it’s true, you know.

I could never say to you, “Trust everything!”.

But only sometimes, you might have gamble that one’s proposal in discovering that ones gently kindness even if you can do so so easily to that one, but if you do so next, you must never be punished by anything, I can think so. Thus, how about doing so for yourself.
What I can say to you is dependent on my view that from the beginning you’d no longer able to believe anybody, its gamble is from the beginning, if you were cheated by that one, so you could even enjoy it so relaxed as you are now to be so, couldn’t you?

(Only title at Dec. 4th. 2018, sentences at Jan. 9th. 2019)