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I can’t hate anyone insoleted constantly

Today’s private boroadcasting company’s program reported that riverside areas beside Arakawa River has so many Indians from India coz that atomosphere was so similar to Ganges River and they have an ideal never to eat any flesh and fish, only vegitable they take, coz of its reason they are never able to keep company with any Japanese, any Japanese who were questioned about its matter living around those areas answered that nobody Japanese were so friendly to them to each other.


I usually think that any nationality has also in Japan, India, or any other nations are always with the ones who can never be so well to keep company with the same nationality or pals together, they are so few but, they must be so lonely so anytime.


Eventually, probably those ones may have been in a feeling to contact some similar ones as not only the same nationality but also any other nationality.


That matter is never so connected with whether they are so unique in the community of the same nation or so or not so, or whether they are so cooled or composed or so or not so, in other words, humanity might have never been so related to that fact.
Probaboly human-beings must never be classified with a character or notion of their ideas, in other words they are never so simple, at this rate.
Actually, they are apt to distinguish anything and categorize so easily as their disposition.


At a meaning, seen so sturdy and brave but truly so delicate and never showing that thing either, that kind of guys are not so few, I think, either.


But if I am finding out that someone who is lonely waliking beside the street so empty with noone except him, I suddenly see that one’s circumstance, I feel so.
Probably that guys is so tough in his life or so, or he must be so worn with exhausting his nerve in the society with so many persons, but if he gets a chance to be alone, he must try to pulify his stressful nerve or so, I can infer or imagine him, either.


And also when he walks beside me in empty streets and he is so lonely seen to me, and also he is seen after so longer walk that moment, I come near talking to him but if I do so unexpectedly to him, he may have been so having an idea that he wanted to have no one who speaks to him, either, on his mind, I can be sure of it to him, either, then I do never do so, but if I discover the one who passed by the ones as the same nationalities who are enjoying with the same national pals, any nation has also the ones who are never enjoying so well never so few numbers, surely present in the same national ones either, I think so either.
Of course, just thinking about something and passing by their same national ones or anytime that one could be keeping company with these the same national identified ones but so accidentally just busy and passing by them in no noticed, at the moment, those cases are possible to anybody, either.


But if I witness that so many ones who always favorably gather together only by themselves decide everything in politics or community matters and problems, at last I also get to be in an emotion that sometimes I or any other ones except me similar to me, are in need to claim some steady our own opinions in voicing so louder than usually, it could be our gifted right or something.


But in any cases when I find out that lone foreigner is walking or staying somewhere, and gadding about the cities, whoever he os she is, I can have some feeling to want to voice that one, with one greeting, at least my emotion is so.


Because to me, some vanity or so wanting to be evaluated to my job or my skill necessarily and despite of it, I have a feeling that staying only in joyfulness, and moreover I can have some feeling so strongly not so concerned with whether I am with beloved one or not, that even if some tough thing I was facing alone or not, than anything, just what I am able to be in happy feeling is the best I need in anytime of my lifetime, either.


(Nov. 25th . 2018, Partially revised at Jan. 9th. 2019)