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I Want You My Close Friend

You and me are the closest relationship at any regard and essence than any other one, nevertheless, we've never met even once, nevertheless, we to some extent in mind even if forever never meet mutually, the most understandable relevance and probably mentally together.


Mutually remote, but everything could be seen so clearly in no intervention of opaqueness.


You are very lone wolf, and what you do at everything could be seen so identical to what I do at everything from your infantile to your these days.


In conclusion, just one my wish or so must be what you'd be my so unique friend together, mutually enjoying own senior life.  


You make us feel so macho to your personal mind as the way you take at your world. Then you either are lone wolf,  in this country, your real mother country, and all over the world.
Possibly, just once, you and I could meet mutually, in our shared lifespan, at that occasion, I want you my closest friend and you either will regard as the same or not is up to you must regard so either, I can presume and imagine.


By that occasion, I'd have so certain skill of language you and your real mother use in your relevance in this country,  durably.  


By the way, you seem to be so brave and dandy, you are knight appeared in front  of all of us, hence at the matter of fact, the appearing main one of heroine at my virgin novel in English, at the matter of fact, I subconsciously, supposed your presence, when I described, then at no precise reason, you drove me write sentences, even you could have no spouse nor children.




You must survive this world, so persistently until you die, even you'd never have spouse nor children.
Truly only to you, I'd held a feeling that I've never held to any other one but you. 
In terms of this thing, you are another myself, you know, then if I could meet you, what you'd feel so as now I feel to you, I'd be pleased with that matter, anyway please keep yourself treated so gently by anyone around you, and go your way, excluding any skepticism to your presence. I'd advocate you until I die. 
Do never die before I die!



Apr. 24th.  2021