Past must become some recollective object in passing through time running, though only substantial notion accepting interpreting is not that satisfied idea. 

And, in fact, memory and the life significance are not that trivial thing to us, so substantially. And mwmory is one of scratch and wound by itself. And we only through it, for the first time, can know true now.

Thus, after all, past is our own carnally traumatic memory origin. That is identical with our personally shamefully recollected own injured mind recorded identity. Though past nature substance means only not that well accomplishe, or persecuted own setback made some traumatic memory by itself.

Simply, physically, bodily, concretely easily as sociable own sensed object or kind of identity must be the past to us, so each very personally.

In other words, only past can be made only through our own personal memory, no other thing can be so as well.

Rather only past in memory prompts own mind look forward to upcoming another future, in road we by ourselves naturally spontaneously opt. 

Thus, in keeping our mind in surely trustworthy road, some idea around our own past means so much.   

Though, past is not only notion, but some propelling driving force as well for stepping next orbit or so to us. 

(Irregularly continued)

Apr. 17th.     2024